Beat.Of.Angel

2010-07-25T00:39:00.002+08:00

hello world :)

I think its time i start to do abit of finacial thinking.
actually its abit late to do that.
although i started THINKING like years ago, but I hadnt started to do anything.
and...... i should start to personalise my personality once again,
like how i use to be in polytechnic, that would be abit hard to recall.

Since I have been missing out alot of things lately, it left me the only way out.
heard from a friend who say Com.Sci is quite hard. It looks like i will have to find some interest
in that to get my engine going. And, improving on my language skills is what i most needed.
so many many things that i needa do, but i hope to see progress out of it, so that i will be happy.
So that i know that i am on track and the risk i taken have paybacks. :)

its time......

2010-05-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

Well I can see spider webs and dust forming up on this blog. It hasnt been a practice to me now to blog unless i have things to rant. and here comes me, guess i have got lots of things on my head now, hopefully as i go on, it wont disappear. This might be a long post.

hmm.., what happend recently....

had receive my NTU letter for the application of another course, its been rejected and none of any course are offered to me. damn! And so i went for an appeal with the help of terence's english language. I guess my english had reach the stage of atrocious. lacking much vocabulary when i need them. I guess i need to do some improvements on that.

Having my combat shoot at nee soon tml, hopefully i can grab the 200 bucks hanging in front of me. Did quite well for IMT but i understand its different when its on real ground. Hopefully my heart don't beat that fast and heart. Just relax and treat it as a normal shooting.

Another thing to share about my peronal opinion. One person's personality is somehow shaped through that person's background and environment. How the person turn out to be may be due to these serveral factors. For say, sometimes i feel that i am quite stinge and not willing to fork out money for presents or things. People may see that i actually have the money just that I am stingy(This is something not to defend myself as i already said its an opinion) But in actual its due to this environment that i am living in, parents not giving me allowance, i have to support myself and its really supporting myself even sometimes i have to buy my own necessities like food etc. I will let you all to calculate, lets say my allowance for army is 800 a month, i have to pay hp bill the bill depending on my usage and my internet bill, my transport fee, sometimes on weekend i travel alot and thus usage is heavy plus some night i took night rider which is a better choice compare to midnight cab. Sometimes seeing when i am sick, see doctor, i will pay for my own expense plus i have to go for my face review once the medicine is finish. And my daily meals definitely i will need to eat, cant possibly tell me because i really need to save money and neglect my health cant be possibe right. Great money management plays an important role in the situation over here. And i still owe my dad the poly sch fees, and i still have to worry for my uni sch fee!!!!

life just sucks when it comes into money issue esp things like this, i am so reluctant to go handle cause my parents dont seems to support me! Was in the car after dinner and i mention this issue out, father dont even have plans to save a sum of money for me to study, i just kinda feels that he wants his own cpf money for his own and not willing to lend me. I dont really have the kind of thoughts that he will sponsor me for studies, seriously. and my mum, worst still, tell me its my own problem ownself go solve lah, i was thinkin i am so desperate at this point of time hoping to get assurance from either one that will try to help me cover and yet this kind of thins come out from her mouth. You are my mum lei, i dont ask you who can i ask?? Even if i have to work, i where can save so much money as i am supporting myself?? like that how much can i save, i dont need to eat meh??

and when aske father to drive to yew tee for us to go to super market to buy some stuffs, after we came out, he keep naggin waste my time, why need to buy this and that, cannot live without this things?? FUCK it, you are a father in a family, you dont give me money or the house is okay, fucking ask you to wait awhile and this kinda things come out from your mouth. I just wonder how much of religious lessons have you listen in, but all didnt practice out, this kinda simple matter which starts from personal temper control and being as a key factor in the family should take care of the fmily but you didnt!! And all you know is to gamble and pyscho me to this kinda things while you totally have no idea what you are doing. I am respecting you is because i live on you for the pass 16 years but after that 16 years i live on my own, i just merely owe you the house water and electricity fees!! "waste of time" this sentence i will always remember! when i grow old and earn money, i dont know what i will do. i can only say karma. hopefully not. Its just disappointing to see i have such parents, real disappointing, sometime when i grow old i wonder whether i can still look back to see that i have a great childhood times a not.

So friends, pls do understand me some times i have budget and money is abit tight. i have no choice, nobody believe me cause i carry branded stuff around, but its because i use to work when i finish my Os and i have enough money to buy it.

freaking no mood, hopefully tml combat shoot is well done. head for bed time.

2010-03-25T20:41:00.002+08:00

Suddenly my mood for today changed.
It just happen, just a split seconds and my world falls apart.
went to the salon near my house here as usual when i needed a haircut.
just that today i knew it would be the last time i am going to see my hairstylist.
But when i reached, like usual, i told anyone working in there i needed a hair cut,
normally they would know that i am here for esther, but this time round they broke the news,
i was told that esther had already went back to conceive.

My heart dropped and my mind just went blank.
I was suppose to have a last hair cut with her today but she is gone, so sudden.
somehow i felt that my hair is gonna be in trouble.
feeling down and sad, i decided to gave the salon a chance to try out other hairstylist as esther said some are quite good. but i guess that particular one who help me cut really got me even more sad after looking at my hair when she cut finish.
It just kinda worsen my thoughts for my favourite hairstylist, really kinda miss her haircut skills. haiz, i just dunno why i have this very special kind of emotional connection with esther.
She is just like a second mum to me, who cared more about me, feels good when she cut my hair, she really knows what i wanted and the style that suits me. On the second line, she seems like my counsellor, talking to her about my job just lightens up my bad mood sometimes.

I heard that she went back on last sat as she really needs to rest and is not feeling well with the big stomach. Initially wanted to buy some baby stuff for her outcoming baby, but it just seems that i don't need to buy already. haiz, i really feel kinda sad man, its hard to describe that kind of feeling. just so moodless now. Somemore, the current hairstylist cut my hair until quite short, all the shape is gone, my head now seems like a square shape. OMFG! it really saddens me more. haiz.

I thought i could have a last hai cut from her before she goes off and i oso feel good wishing her and hoping if she can come back to work after giving birth but she just left in aa hurry.
She is gone....... so is my heart.......
now i wonder whether i wanna gave another chance because my hair is not anyone can cut, i once risked it and i found somebody who knows how to cut it and know my requirements but left just like that. haiz...

still pondering over whether i should go back when my hair is long or i just go back to find sani...
I am afraid when i got back, memories start to struck in when it turns out bad... haiz... sadded..

2010-02-24T10:24:00.002+08:00

the day before yesterday, went back to find my hairstylist, esther again for some hair therapy plus some chit-chat session. man, she is so going to leave the salon soon, it just feels kinda sad. i think i can only have another session with her before she goes back to her homeland to take a break from work. i guess i really treat her like my second mum, kinda take care of me not just my hair but my health too hearing that i was sick. Maybe it just seems normal for other ppl but i just kinda feel i have a strong attraction to her care and concern.

Anyways, down i am like half-fcuked sick which started from a sore throat and as usual escalated and complicated by flu comin in and phlegms building up. hope my immune system can fight it off w/o me visiting the doc the second time.

Sometime I am thinking, talking can really be a skill that is quite poisonous to the heart, soul and the brain. words can really play a part in distrupting the normal functionality. I know of someone who is good at talking and every sentence every single words contain spikes and hidden meanings. Is good at counter-talking back and leave no chance for one to step down the stage through back stairs. Laugh in quite an evil way even just in a small game. Must that really talk in the manner? cannot do some good deed by saving the breath? i guess not believing in karma is the thinking that make it continuously using that sharp tongue. Well, it will hit, someday, its just a matter of time, and waiting to se that happen.

2010-02-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

Atthe blink of an eye, CNY year already went pass for 3 days.

eve: stayed at home to do some last min cleaning before heading out to have a reunion dinner with parents + some good buddies. At night shou deng till 4am 5. super tired.

CNT day 1: went visiting for the entire day, but discover something about one of my relatives my yi zhang, actually from last year, exactly near CNY something happen to him, till that CNY day 1 i saw him, he looks abit weird and slow and there are cut lining on his head. when ask by my mum, my ah yi didnt wanna say anything. until my mum cfm there is something wrong with him. my yi zhang actually is quite a legend in the manufacturing world, and when his unreasonable disappearance since last year for like a few months, people of the manufacturing world were asking about his location. Indeed a legend whom people will notice his presence. After much prompting my ah yi finally told us, i sat quietly at a corner of the table to understand the whole situation. His head actually grows a lump, and it causes him to undergo confusion. heard the description of how my ah yi take care of him when his mind start to go abnormal, it just really bring my tears gushing out. my yi zhang when he used to talk to me in a kind of loud and arrogant full of energy to conquer the world but is now so different. he actually undergoes alot of operation, and i heard my ah yi while saying, strating weeping. oh man, once again, i got hit right in the heart, i turned my head away, dont wanna really look at my ah yi if not i will end up like her. holding back my tears i contune to listen to her stories, everytime when my ah yi told him what his operation is about he didnt even say a word but just nod his head being ready. and when everytime my yi zhang was pushed into the operation room, my ah yi str8 away squat down and......... But the saddest thing is, one of his son the younger one, is overseas working and actually have intention to explore out of sg and has been out of sg for years. and the eldest son, whom i heard everytime gave yi zhang lots of trouble by leaving all the bad debts for him to settle and he just left qiping his ass clean. I can say much as this is their family matter but i just wichi to comment on them, it really is unfillial. parents bring them up in a good environment and in the end they just abandon them leavin gthem both caring for each other. what i eard the lump in my yi zhang's head is cause by thinking too much?? cause my the eldest son. cant believe my cousin actually does this. i wonder is it really spolt from young that is why the attitude turns out to be in this way. somehow poor people like me will tend to cherish everything but cannot enjoy life. haiz, anyway, the story is way to long, i just hope that yi zhang gets healthy as time goes by and hope my cousins think it through their head. Sometime i would really like to do abit of something for them like asking out for lunch, as they doted me when i was young and i will never forget this important thing.

CNY day 2: wearing green wasting time.

CNY day 3: super busy day after dismounting, whole day out.

anyway, luck was really just normal, actually went to the headquarter, more and more of my friends bringing a partner. This really makes me to start thinking but definitely tiger year love luck does not sound as good but will try my best i guess.

2010-02-09T19:40:00.002+08:00

Gloomy bear picture just describes how i am feeling when again somebody say about my hair.

well, these few days sure is quite a few interesting things happen.
firstly, talking about my second hair stylist who is a female that i found recently that
she can cut my hair quite well to my expectation. Somemore the place she working is so near my house, its just inside yew tee point, the Zenn salon. Remember the first time i went in and she helped me cut my hair, and i was very satisfy. For the pass few times, i didnt really book appointment with Sani, my first hair stylist, to cut my hair as his schedule sometimes quite pack and it takes time for me to travel to find him for a hair cut. So for the pass few times, i have been looking for esther, my second hair stylist's name, to cut my hair. she did a great job and give another new short hair style for me but however, it just merely pass the standards of my working place or perhaps fail. but i kind like the style that she gave me. Superior's has been commenting on my hair, some specs are also doing it. get really fed up some time. The standards to short are there just that the back upper part is abit longer but below still having the slope and sides are still short. Anyways back to the main thing is that, last few session esther told me that she will be going back to msia to prepare for her birth of another child. At that moment i kind of felt i have a emotional connection with her. And she also told me that most prolly she will not be coming back to work although the company did ask her to come back. oh man, my heart kinda dropped. I think through a few sessions when she cut my hair while talking to her makes me have a kind of motherly feeling. I wonder she treats all her customer that way but definitely for sure i know to me she is not a just a hair stylist and customer, is those kind of friendly relationship. I just found a good hair stylist and not loong she is gonna leave. I have thought of buying some gift for that baby as a appreciation for her mummy's good servicing of my hair. I really feel like doing it bt wonder will it be abit over the limit. haha. haiz~~

last weekend while i was out in town with chau chua, ceed and bobo was walking down the town looking for things to shop but to no avail, guess i have given up hope on CNY clothes liao. Anyways, something interesting happen in cine's toilet. While all of us walking into the toilet and i am the second person walking behind chau chau and the rest is behind me, saw this girl who just walked out from the female toilet looking stunned, is walking in the direction of the male toilet, it was like a T-junction where the male and female toilets facing each other and the exit is to their side. i stood awhile at the exit door looking at the girl thinking what is she going to do in the male toilet and suddenly she turn as if she really forgets the way out and instead head towards the male toilet. she seems to be quite embrassed as i was looking at her and kinda smile it off at her. And she faster change her direction and walk with her head down feeling shy, and as i was about to enter the gents i take a last look at her again and before she go off, she turn back at look at me. i gave her a teasing smile and i walked into the gents. haha, she was not bad looking, blur and cute. haha the way her face expressed the embrassement is cute. ahh~~ what a situation.

CNY is coming soon but i will be spending day2 in that freaking place.

2010-02-04T11:28:00.003+08:00

How short is short, how long is long??
I always keep whining abt this, as this really concerns me alot.
freak.Hell.
Do i really do not know how to gauge it, or is their standard to high??
Everytime it revolves around hair issue.
Damn.
I have been spending money on cutting hair due to a short period of growth
and they consider it as "LONG". OMG!!
really driving me crazy soon, thats one thing i so hate abt that place which makes me
even more not wanting to distrupt and just use the leave so that i serve finish the whole term
and FUCK IT! off i go out that sucky place.
Is there no leeway to leave abit of hair for some good-looking purpose??
damn again.
They fucking think i very rich, every 2 weeks go cut hair.
fucking fed up........

2010-01-05T22:17:00.003+08:00

once again blog when something really bads happen to me.
haiz, today is just not my day.
need to present some WITS shit, thought its in the afternoon but
to my mistake, its actually 9 in the morning.
dont have enough time to teach sheng long what to present and just last min
teaching. went down to meeting str8 after morning duty post.
freaking rushing here and there, missed my 2nd breakfast.
have to rush to send the presentation slide through that freaking slow OA.
didnt know anything abt sending presentation slides for them. nobody told me what to do.
suck a cock up, the WITS shit is actually not my responsiblility but dunno why it
just seems like i am handing it, hardest part is i do my own things, sec comm do his own, but i have to present his too. everytime he is away, i got alot shit to do.
After presentation over, got reprimanded of hair long which i seriously dont think
my hair is really that long. I really hate the standards in there man. Its too high for god damn sake, its like i have to cut my hair every 2 weeks, is as well as can be say is better to cut botak so it can last longer. Need an image but have to compromise the standards in there, is really sucks.
all my other mates at other places dont really have such a high standards and hair is really longer than mine by alot. Freaking hell place to be in. Totally run out of mood for the day, almost fcuked my section for nothing but trying to control emotions to work. still at the verge of managing anger. i wonder when will i explode again.
hope it will be better tomorrow!

anyway, sometimes really think back, dunno is i do not have much initiative enough or what, ppl by chance saw an old friend's facebook birthday, wished her birthday and started chatting and going out and gettin along together, just a happy birthday message would spark off the fire. Maybe i should start to b alittle bit active already. read some zodiac thing saying that this year may find love blossom during july to sept those few months, haha wonder is it true. ah~~ really admire my that friend, he is actually an average looking guy, not vry fit though those plum plum kind but also can get a girl. haha so dont ever look down on ppl, but i didnt. i advised him steps but i ownself cannot make it. LOL. saw their photos, girl seems not bad either, but is a rich girl who stay kebangan there. How i wish i was him, haha. good catch.

tml on duty! sian.......

2009-12-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

ahh~~! actually wanna blog ytd but it was amazing, i dozed off while sleeping down watching some videos. haha and the great thing is i dont feel any uncomfortable at all, i just went deep into the world.

anyways, i kinda find that nowadays my father is so into religious and the only topic he starts with me is not go overseas leisure, not how am i doing and stuffs like that but its about religious asking me when i free when can go with him to here n there do some volunteer work. GOSH, the days are all just nice on my duty day, i wonder its fated or what somehow. haiz, sometimes i feel kind of turn off, cause the moment he talks to me is those kind of things, i understand need to serve and help ppl, but i am really busy, okay sometimes i really feel lazy but i just feels like he wants to force everything into me! even if i told him i m on duty on this coming 29th n 30th i dismount cant go to where he wanna bring me, he keeps asking. i have no leave to spare just nice. i feel that i really have generation gap with him man, i dont see this in other ppl's dad. seriously after when i was young that time, the last place i remember he bring us out is har par villa and my memories just stop there. we didnt even go overseas tgt n stuff even if go overseas is to go settle some religious stuffs. he is just too holy into the thing, whats the diff between him and those other religious out there trying to psycho ppl to join their religious?

and that is it. i just hope that when i am ppl's father next time i wont do tis to my old child.

2009-11-24T12:20:00.002+08:00

Hello World!

I am back here to rant.
Basically i had a sweet good dream yesterday. hahs.
Damn how good would it be if its a real one.

Anyway, thinking right now I am still stuck in the same position,
as in still a normal young chap who have no where progress to success.
My boss CJ, is now getting onto and understanding all the shares and stuffs,
his knowledge has since widen about the world and their business.
I wanna start to learn but where do i exactly start from??
i where he starts and really start looking into sg's shares.

Leon, who always seems to have million dollars hidden uner him and his
million dollars plan is progressing well. Saw a post on facebook, he even can
afford a 4-RM flat which is a kind of good investment i see there. How the
hell he got so much money from?? probably is from the secret business he has
been doing.

i just felt that when the time has come they will just emerge from the poors and
stand out as the rich enjoyinging their luxury life. So just where the hell should i start from.
i dont even have a bloody capital to start with, dont even have an idea to start improving my
knowledge of this world's business.

And, just found out on facebook, our dear ys, has a girlfriend. Congrats, haha.
Sometimes talk to him seems weird but he do attracts and his girlfriend doesnt look
bad at all. They are just compatible with each other. Getting in girlfriend while in NS is
such a challenging mission and he did it. WOW! hope he doesnt end up like one of our friend,
chee chuan, who disappear and never appear again when he is attached.

All this really set me thinking again......

2009-10-30T00:57:00.004+08:00

alright man, had great fun with project bangkok!
well well, i guess it has too much to say. n its my first overseas trip by plane.
i guess pictures will tell it all.

but its too many to upload over here!

haha just some preview ba.

oh man oh man, how i wish i still there, provided i have the money.

i guess its time to start to go back my meal routine.

find that i am gettin flatter and flatter. damn.

that's so not nice. ;(

hope i can still manage the meals.

lets hit back on more chest, back, and shoulders.

2009-10-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG. haha so excited.
today's dismount seems extraordinary than other dismount. :)
such a cheerful day man. haha.
BECAUSE, it will be my first time taking a plane but is a budget plane to bangkok!
yea, kinda mountain turtle. haha.
oh man, my virgin flight given to budget. nvm, hope next time i can take a higher end plane.
already prepared all the things, will be tonning over at aiport with fellow mates.
our flight is early in the morning!
hope the trip goes smoothly, and nothing happen over there. (touch wood)
alright till then, will post some photos are here since my blog is kinda dry everytime w/o photos.
Plus i think now nobody bypass here liao.

2009-10-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

its a half day off for me today.
and its the first time i am taking a off.
and more to come! ;)
but..... am sick. still on medication which i veery hate.
man, better get well soon man with recovered physically
cause i really need it.

2009-10-01T21:04:00.002+08:00

woosshhh wossshhh..
so many things on the pipeline.
owe my boss a pressie.
chea chea bday.
terence bday pressie.
joyce bday.
yh bday coming, 19 oct.
nut bday?
ceed bday.

holy holy shit man. haha. so busy, where to find time??
hmm. i guess i m still not ready yet.
well, gonna start all over again. building my own life.

2009-09-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

wah super long time neva blog liao sia.
so tiring, everyday, cant even find time to type something.
haha or should i say damn lazy to type.
anyway, just some updates.
class 3 licence a;ready a year.
going to be a one year soldier soon.
had shrunk since 1 year ago, and seriously need to bulk up.
damn, heard some comments which spark abit of motivation.
kind miss the size, that optimum size i use to have.
there is too many things i wish to buy.
just that i have limited resources to get them.
hmm. keep goin down down down. and is still going on.
damn, cant understand why is it like this.
things spent are so may, but all are invisible stuffs.
anyway, heard something quite true also from terence.
even boon keng can have such a high self-esteem and getting
himself a gf, why cant i?
haha and i was thinking cause i dont wanna waste much time in
unnecessary things untill to find the right one.
but to some extend it sounds correct. anyway its just like a normal parts
and parce of life. but what if it get complicated like someone else
i know of, its quite hard and headache to settle the things.
hmm.

2009-08-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

just before i head to sleep.
these few days are so gonna be so busy for me.
lotsa stuffs coming, and still more to come.
my dream of getting rich is slowly vanishing.
cause i am doing nothing about it but what can i do.
i am really wondering. i dont have a base, a cpaital to
start the engine and where am i suppose to start.
I wanna learn but its too complicated and and i am too busy
to go into it.
please someone teach me some practical lesson, haha it would be
nice. :)
saw some of my friends already studying in Uni, be it local or
overseas, so admiring. and i am wasting my youth in this shit.
it kind of sucks thinking of it. oh god~~

2009-07-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

hoho.
i am back.
with my new com!
anyway, some analysis to make.
looks like SH's prediction was wrong.
it last more than that deadly months. haha
and and, looks like our mr.playboy is serious
this time round after browsing through his blog
and saw his vow to the world.
haha maybe he need someone who is not a near 100%
to make him in order to become a 100%.
:)

2009-07-05T03:08:00.002+08:00

RSD. The real thing that i have always wanted to get it in my blood.
think i will spend some time investing in it. digesting, understand, act.
thad a meet up with old frn weedle, heard some of his skills.
actually i think his level of skills is around there. not bad.
the hackcare fcukoff kind of attitude seems to work out for him.
listen to the ways he talk to counter. haha.
amazing. just got me so interested.
well well. lets see how far i will progress.

2009-06-21T11:39:00.002+08:00

well todays post is abit random and no link.
just suddenly went to deep thoughts and all this things just came out.

surf fb awhile saw this girls photo album which titled it as paris day 2.
curious, went to take a look and i also can see for myself
how beautiful paris is!
after flipping through some pics, just found out that actually
going on a trip as a family, i mean everyboyd of the family is just so fun.
paris is a nice place. well most of it are photos of buildings and structures.
saw the LV building also. cool man.
and saw this girl happy holding on to an LV bag smiling so sweetly.
probably get something she wants.
and on flipping through the pics more and more branded stuffs she start holding.
it just seems to be shopping till very happy.
actually just a bag really can make a girl's day. bramded bag maybe.

her character and attitude portray to me is that is is rough and funny.
wonder how she would be normally in front of her ex when she use to be.
was wondering and quite curious about it. mayb she really is a nice and gentle??
haha. cant imagine.

how i wish i can take a plane go overseas.
haha live till so old still havent had a chance to sit in the plane.
damn maybe should plan some overseas trip.

2009-06-07T03:16:00.002+08:00

a good new and a bad news.
good news first.
today, went to butterfactory for the first time.
experience the crowd in there, not bad and...
i spent 6 bucks to get an entry + advance queue + a free sucidol hair wax.
but too bad i didnt get the wax while i left for the chalet.
next time can chill out there, good place.

coming up bad news.
damn, withdraw 200 bucks from ATM, hand over
lost in MJ. partly is my fault i guess.
promise people to play that amount of bet.
and letting ben play by himself until i reach there.
they just finish the game. and what i saw left in the drawer is nothing.
haiz, this is the first time i play so big and hand over so much just like this.
200 bucks can do lots of things man. damn next time i dont dare to anyhow
promise people on this kind of things. 1 time is enough to kill.
they are just all out to kill man.
from what i have played with ben, his skill is avergae i can say.
not saying i am very pro but i guess they just out to eat him alive!

actually this whole chalet is a chalet for the man's ORD celebration.
in the end it became a gambling den.
it just feels kind of suck man. they gamble almost everything.
and just the first night is so suck because one of the man, got drunk
and go around creating trouble. fuck it!

actually i feel that i cant communicate well wih the sec comm man.
just feel that whenever they start opening their mouth and words start coming out,
you will always have to read in between their lines.
the words they say are spiky and contains lots of meaning plus very sarcastic.
sometime i hate hearing what they say, its not that i cannot take joke.
just that they fucking not sensitive and play rank and dont get straight to the point.
i can say mine, is really an evil mouth.
i believe retribution will fall upon him sooner or later
if he still remain in this manner. and i am just waiting to see.

i guess the evil spirit within me has once again been awaken to go to the gym.
to get it all out. gonna put all on the weights man.
i cant imagine if i were to explode one day. i am wondering how long can i last.
the question.

LESSON LEARNT!

2009-06-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

on and on, i have been mounting for about close to a month.
boring life i guess. well, another 1 year plus more to go.
hmm, after close to a month there. i guess there ppl there
good is quite good lah, but they tend to be sensitive on certain things,
esp ppl's behaviour, just abit only, and they make such a big fuss about them.
diff human, got diff character n not everyones has to abid by their character that they wish.
sometimes its wondering whether things has been made up a fuss by some ppl or is it
really that big issue. hmm. i guess i just have to observe and analyse more.

anyway, i guess i have turn small size. i really have to find time for my gym routine again.
haiz, look tis is how green did to me within tis few months. just hate it.
how i wish i was still in sch, got so much time fer trainnin, socializin.
damn its sch holidaes now.
til then shall update my blog daily.

2009-05-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

hello world!
today is the first duty.
didnt really did a good job ytd.
hope it will be better next time.
boss was slightly on fire.
its because of some small issue which i have no idea why he gets to fired up.
is it man, not married at that age will get psychological unstable?

hmm. think one of this days should have go back to zouk's mambo night.
long time never went back to zouk.
perhaps to meet that natalli if there is chance.

2009-05-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

wow. looks like i haven been blogging for a really long time.
i guess was just too lazy to update on the blog.
anyway, POP-ed n now withe the rank.
working in a highly disciplined area with lots of "SEAFOOD".
damn man, so up. all thanks to staff.
admire those who solo and like a king inside their own place.
most of them get to stay out n have a working hours.
and maybe slightly slack alittle and slack abit of discipline.
damn man, once again. the hair, guess i have no chance to grow long hair until i get out there.

hmm. need to shop for stuffs already, kinda found that my wardrobe after taking out some shirt i neva wear wan, i only left with a pityful few.quite alot things need to shop for. yawns tired tired, better have my early rest if not tml sure slpy.

2009-03-29T20:25:00.002+08:00

well this few days my mind have been thinking of something.
hmm, i wonder m i disconnected from the world once again.
i find that i have kinda lost my social life, dunno why have tis kinda feelin.
i no longer is the one whom in poly year one that active, joker, crappy me.
i need to get back my social life man, i need to socialize more.
i wanna be the crappy me that i used to be.
damn those boring shit in me.
lastly, this few days i have noticed alot ppl fallin sick.
take care guys n ladies, virus are spreading around.

2009-03-15T17:46:00.002+08:00

hello hello~~ its been a long time since i blog.
initially last week wanna post but in the end do tis n tat n forgot to blog.
haha. anyway, last week was my big dae. but it somehow extends till this week.
well, basically last week's fri was quite a sad but funny dae.
haha went clubbin wif hung n weide n cj. and anyways thanks CJ for the book.
the travellers guide. increase int. haha. saw quek there oso, ocs calibre relaxin there wif gf.
sat was a busy dae too. met up wif pegasus warriors for lunch n movie session which serve
as a catchin up session.haha watch watchman, ell quit complicated movie. after tat went to CD's
BBQ session, well he is kinda busy leavin us loiterin awhile until when he is free to come entertain us. chat fer awhile n then met up wif another grp, the tioman grp fer kbox session
at amk. didt inform them abt my bdae, just thot it was a normal k sesssion but in the end they still manage to pass me the cake plus the gifts. thanks man, appreciated so much!

and ytd thanks to ceed's organisation fer that kushinbo, the jap buffet, plus his surprise gift. didnt really know tat i still have a gift fer me. thot it was lyk a normal buffet ession tats all. the food was gd thog, enjoy myself there, alot of gd quality food to eat man. n ytd played till super sicko game, i get punished man. my ear for those who saw wat we played.haha , and lucky i didnt fall into the wasabi trap but drk instead. haha thanks fer helpin me tank. it was kinda fun lah. tink is a gd recommendation man tat place. haha thanks to all. greatly appreciated.

2009-02-22T15:45:00.003+08:00

one week had aredy passed.
tasted wat is been like in there.
i can say, its back to the basic level, ptp phase.
compare to the previous, its not so much of the freedom in the sense as
being treated like an adult.
have to up the discipline level, and memorise the hierarchy well.
as usual there is some fcuk up ppl in there causing our life miserable.
overall its still alrite lah in terms of trainin compared to the previous.
physically is impt too, the PT is kinda xiong i guess, mayb is because
in the previous, i didnt really do much of the PT ba.
hope i can slowly adapt to the PT n grew fit.
anyway, food sucks too.
kinda miss the food in my previous.
aunty is so friendly n generous.

2009-02-16T07:06:00.003+08:00

tadaa~~ and my wish came true!
walk 28, from kranji till PLC.
didnt noe is a walkable route man.
anyway, quite a fcuk up walk oso.
didnt really rest much as it goes on.
i guess its much more easier than walkin on rocky super steep slope.
another half an hour's time, i will b reporting to the new place.
trala~ spend quite alot this weekend, on food esp.
met poly peeeps on sat nite fer dinner n drinkin, just one cup n i felt slpy alredy.
didnt rest fer 24hrs after graduation.
next dae was my section gathering, haha too bad didnt took foto.
was a nice gathering anyway. lookin forward to more n hope to stay in contact.

((((((=

2009-02-08T14:52:00.002+08:00

time flys, it alwaz do.
its only left wif a week, BUT ITS STILL DAMN FUCK UP!!
pray pray pray everydae, i dun continue in there.
gonna leave this fcuk up place.
anyway, bought my keyboard aredy, kinda seduct wan.haha
but use it to play dota is kinda difficult man. the postion of some key quite akward.
ytd when shoppin wif tc n guang followin us.
then had some chinese restaurant dinner, seduct oso. haha
then after tat went bobo hse play MJ till 4 plus took cab home.

2009-02-01T13:32:00.002+08:00

todae is chinese new year dae 7 aredy.
my chinese new year dae 3 n 4 is so "wonderful".
thanks to green uh.
dae 3 was so exhausting, dae 4 even worst, slpet at 2 plus n woke up at 5 on dae 5.
fri was the second time i get to book out on fri but was super tired man, reach home rest.
n fer saturdae, it was a great MJ session wif the peeps, long time no meet man.
initially after MJ goin out to shop but in the end cock up.
anyway, went to JP fer some walk walk wif victor n walk pass spectacle hut,
saw this gucci spects so damn nice, i tink i need a change of spects aredy.
the emporio armani spects is so cui aredy due to all the chiong shua n cream.
next is to get my keyboard.
now i only left wif 2 weeks n all the shit is over, damn still praying hrd i dun stay in there.
next week is the main key event liao, after next week shouldnt b hrd to pass aredy.

2009-01-27T14:52:00.002+08:00

woohoo~ firstly wishes everyone a happy chinese OX year!
hope this new year can be healthy, more luck, happy everyday.
have been resting for quite a few daes, feelin kinda shiok but not fer long, as tym pass
vry fast when fun is injected into the life.
as usual chinese new year went bai nian recieve ang baos,
but i guess this year round the recievings will b much lesser in quantity as well as quality.
ytd nite, met some of the childhood playmates out fer some gathering session,
the usual playground place where we use to hang out lyk few years ago.
now everyone is in the army mayb accept fer one.
went fer prata supper last nite, damn its so shiok, n reach bck in the early mornin todae.
haiz, morale super low liao goin bck on the CNY dae2 becoz its a tradition,
they scare wif run away, so b4 one nite muz watch us go to slp. sucks.
wanna go other places to bai nian oso troublesome, thinkin of runnin here n dere
then at nite gonna book in at the corner of sg is so inconvenient.
now finally all the festives r over, there will b nothin more to look after to liao.
sian, same old shit everydae again.

wish that time pass fast n finish the whole shit n dun let me stuck there aredy.
wish that maybe i can find a companion this year, which is kind hrd though, haha.

2009-01-24T12:03:00.003+08:00

just came back from thr green green forest.
as usual green forest sucks.
it never had been good once.
at least this time round no rain.
doing the crawling is the worst experience of all, esp the weights set upon u.
totally fcuked up.
dunno why they like to do unnecessary things like bringing ususe things adding on the weight.
fcukin neva use brain man, wat if my back bone injured, r they gonna pay me?
freakin hell, now my elbow got an abrasion, from the first dae it aredy have n until the last dae.
somemore the second dae is the crawl again imagine rubbing salt to wound.
imagine whole dae long n like 10 to 15 kg weights on you whole day long till the night.
fcuked.

2009-01-04T16:15:00.003+08:00

New Year Resolution!

damn it, after i saw PTI shawn that big muscular arm and body, i have decided to train back WHEN i have the time to. the passion start burning again. i really have shrink in size! damn sad man, all the runs and all that.

Get my CNY clothes soon when my pay come, if not i wont have enough time to go out to shop man. life has been busy ever since i step in there.

Get a new keyboard as i promise my bro to pass the keyboard which i m currently using which is a new one that i have just change cause the previous keyboard had failed me finally.

Otherthan that, stay healthy always, the body size is the main priority man.
I WANNA TRAIN UP AGAIN!!!

2008-12-28T11:04:00.002+08:00

as a week has passed, we roughly know which instructor is the bad egg.
once kena him for anything, there is nuthin better to say.
just always suck thumb and carry on, curse and swaer him in your heart to ease your pain.
it is always him, comfirm is him. damn.
feel that my blog become a place for me to whine aredy. haha.
have to keep positive mindset on going.

2008-12-25T12:49:00.002+08:00

hmm. i can only say fcuked and endure.
suck thumb and endure.
must have the positive kind of thinking just like ceed.
as well as my buddy use-to-be.
they can do it, so can I.
there is nothing to be afraid of.
learn new things, get interested, and try not to get so negative about it.

2008-12-21T23:44:00.001+08:00

Holiday over.
Fun is finish, time to get back to green.
hope i got a good wing.
all the best to all my section mates.
SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!

2008-12-13T14:29:00.002+08:00

have advanced POP-ed quite a few daes ago, as i m too busy with my stuff, neva really find time to blog or is just lazy to blog. So here comes me, nuthin to do le, then remember i wanna blog. did so many rehersal for the parade in the end gone down the drain. hmm alot of ppl fever tis few daes due to the bad weather i guess, its coolin though but seems to b over coolin. take care ppl.
man, tis few daes of holidaes is the best man, let me recover the internal internal injuries n i get to rest on my home bed, the cosy n comfortable bed wif my own pillow n bolster. home is just the rite place. wonder wat activities i have fer todae.

2008-11-23T11:17:00.003+08:00

went to attend jas's weddin dinner ytd.
was quite a sumptious meal i can say.
everything is just nice. haha.
dunno izzit because its me tat everything just taste nice.
didnt really do much things ytd.
due to dinner everything cant b planned out.
n because of the nct dae will b goin bck, its a sian 1/2.
tokin abt tis i really have agony in comin out everytym on the same dae.
which kinda feel quite cheated tat half dae was eaten up.
the feelin really sux man, den when u wanna go out till late night den come home but
tinking tat the nxt dae u r goin bck, really juz turns u off.
haiz..
anyway, i guess i have made up my choice, i m so gonna get my IPOD touch.

10 promises to my dog, this jap movie is a super touching show.
i recommend ppl to watch it, its meaningful.
find it online or where, go to watch it, i m sure u all will like it.

2008-11-16T08:07:00.002+08:00

this is just getting more n more nonsense.
i m goin in earlier n earlier than usual.
it sucks man, so wats the pt of comin out.
kinda feel tat freedom tym is shorter n shorter.
but i m still among the lucky ones who get more than 24 hours outside.
after next week, most probably will b more free already.

2008-11-07T13:59:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!
i m out.
out of the damn forest.
green.grass.soil.mud.trees.insects.toad.everything.
FC, the toughest thing in my life throughout my life man.
didnt bathe for 6 daes, haha, imagine..
the face wif "pimple cream" throughout.
almost reach human limit.
back, knee, 2 hands+ fingers kinda of cui. feet almost crumpled lyk hell. haha.
all the discipleSSsssssssssss.
humans are cheap.
they only appreciate things after the things have been remove from their life.
u never know it until u actually lose it.
light. an impt factor in our everydae life.
now i m bck my my homeland, i miss the food, home cook food, my bed.
ytd i really swallow quite an amount of food,
dunno y oso, my appetite seems to increase by alot, motivation to eat just went up.
slpet really well last nite. just love it man.
ENJOY THE OFF DAYS!!!
=))))))))))))))))))

2008-10-27T16:50:00.002+08:00

went out to watch show wif ceed, drk, tc, guang, tommy, The Coffin, ytd n was quite disappointed though.
thot it should b a nice horror film but turns out something hard to underst.
alrite nvm, still enjoyin the life outside.
ceed, tommy, guang left early so leavin the rest, me n drk n tc.
went to play pool, which long time neva really touch liao.
lost touch n skills did went down at first, played a few match to catch up.
met drk's malay gurlfrn, nana. she was quite skill.
den after tat went to chill, n la kopi, ate cheese cake, relax relax.
SHIOK!
n went home.
went fer supper nearby after tat.. haha
drive home, home sweet home.
todae afternoon which was juz now, went fer a jog.
not really performin well.
feel tat my lung capacity is gettin smaller n smaller.
dunno why too..
anyway, i will have to wait till 2 weeks later to sit in front of my computer liao.
take care ppl.

2008-10-25T17:12:00.002+08:00

once again i m back.
didnt manage to blog last week.
tis week is just so freakin tiring.
so many thing to do, but so less time to rest.
always with a so hot attire which heat who goes off, sweat always come out.
have to rest well this week man. legs is achin pain.

anyway, something to whine abt.
somehow i kinda feel P is not welfare at all, while others tink dey keep females n should b slack.
mayb is slack at "workin", hmm i dunno how slack.
somehow feel kinda negative to the new "second head" who is a garang garang.
like they say he got the crab here, something in his mind is wrong.
too new, too young, and wanna act big n perform.
wanna become so disciple, curfew us so many things.
this cannot, tat cannot.
low morale, super low.
the basics oso dun let us. its juz FOOD!
somehow wonder why i inside there oso.
show have went into some really slackin wan.

nvm life sucks. thats all.
lol.

2008-10-12T13:53:00.003+08:00

no shag face.
damn, gonna brush up on my runnin.
I LOVE 2.4KM RUN!!!
freakin shit.
heat rashes started to grow.
heal me!

2008-10-01T10:18:00.003+08:00

say long not long, say short not short, the holidays after confinement is going to end soon.
went out with polymates ytd to catch a movie, eagle eye. After movie everyone seems so busy to go off. and not gather and chat awhile.

I kinda feel that alot ppll prefer to meet their sec sch frns rather than polymates. is that true? my sec sch frns all are so far apart. n i guess i have slwly drift away frm those bunch of frns ever since i left sch.

2008-09-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

And finally the time is up, everything is prepared and bought. yesterday met my sec sch friends going out for dinner at shokudo. its like marche as heard from they say but its better. inside is all japanese food, food taste kinda nice, nxt time can go try. anyway, one of my good buddy vedro is going overseas to study, and it will be sometime before he come back, so good rite.. i oso feel lyk goin overseas.. but i have to serve NS for 2 years, n slower by 2 years time. after dinner slack awhile chit chat n i went over to meet my polymates for clubbing at zouk.

met wif my boss CJ first at tiong baharu and took cab over there. saw james at the queue and we just got in n bought tickets. leon came afterwards but lucky got CJ's frn still queuein den cut queue. bobo come n meet use even later due to some reasons, n entry to phuture aredy stopped and no choice he bought entry to zouk only which cannot go in phuture wan. but anyway, he got magaret to accompany him awhile.

met some sec sch mates dere, alex, hannah, huiting, steven.. its amazin some of our sec sch gurls go bck to find guys frm sec sch NT stream wan..haha..

Field Report

Location: zouk/phuture

event: ladies night, mambo

yesterday's field was quite bad. alot of sausage as quoted from leon. ration is 4:1 due to this week alot of army guys POP and coming to club to celebrate. didnt do any sarging, mambo since hard to dance n attract, phuture is so full of sausage at the dance floor, need to really squeeze in to get a right spot. dunno izzit because of the growin male crowd or izzit because of another reason, i dun really feel like goin sarging ytd. met CJ's frn javelin if the spelling is correct, and she bring us to her cousins and friends, quite a bunch of girls, i was drag into the other end of da dance floor at phuture. damn man, and the whole bunch just dance infront of me squeezing man. damn, one of javelin's grp quite hot. i can see they are very enthusiatic in dancing, the guy friends just take turn to grin them. didnt number close them as there are quite alot alpha males around them and my level is not up enough to keep away alpha males and attract. damn.

sometimes i get kinda negative to go sarging when i noe that gurls attitude can change so fast in clubbin n out of it. ytd was becoz of an incident to send big sister javelin home, no one is stayin near her n convenient and her cousin get so fuck up about this kinda thing n turn fierce. its scary. it juz too different n one of my frn bobo get drained into it unknowingly due to da stare.

javelin, frm tat short period i can analyse that she is a gd frn as heard frm CJ say oso.. she really take care of frns n wont miss out anyone. but its juz tat not anyone is convenient..

i have read finish the game, but i need more practicals man, damn, practical is so hard..

show u something quite style. i have prepared everything, n it will b sometime later when i blogged.

2008-09-05T18:53:00.005+08:00

YES!! TODAY, is the day finally i have been waiting for and all is over!

I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I AM A QUALIFIED DRIVER FROM NOW ONWARD

PLUS THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE COURSE I USED MY OWN HARD EARN MONEY

TO GET MY OWN LICENCE!! haha. man this is overjoy, for me.. well, i spend around 1.8k on it.

and i remember the first time i step in BBDC for the first briefing and the instructor ask: " How long do u think u need to get a licence?" and his answer is at least 6 months. i guess i took half of his estimated period to get it. haha, maybe i m a free man, everydae go learn thats why is faster.

woke up kinda early for the warm up session which is at afternoon 12.30 where my test tym is at 1.55. And one very funny thing when i do for my warm up, i eventually forgot to put on safety belt and i drove finish the circuit plus the outside route. LOL because when i was driving n stoppin down and i notice tis red light near the meter in front, n i was lyk wtf, i forgot to put on safety belt.. haha, too excited. And as the myth goes, i heard the myth from a taxi uncle quite long ago, bringing a screw along will make the passing rate higher as they say, testers are "xiao ren" and u muz "ding xiao ren". and here it is da nail i brought along, a small wan juz 1cm to 1.5cm.

After the warm up, and was waiting in the rest room to get ready when the tester do the balloting and calling out our names for the route, and so lucky my name is the first to be called.. suddenly like so shock, haha, and i got route number 5, not the hard route as mention by instructors. but while i was doing the U-turn, it kinda get abit difficult because no cars wanna give way to me, i cant go to the last lane, n i get into it quite late lucky no penalize. dunno y suddenly tis afternoon the car so many. haha. one another situation is the same as drk's, double white line, and a vehicle stoppin at the side as its only a 2 lane, 2 way road. i do as i was told, lucky i did my homework yesterdae, i manage to ask my instructor abt the situation and he tell me to do this, and i wasnt wrong like drk. haha. i know the reason. i can overtake the vehicle. it juz feel kinda lucky tat true enuff i have asked abt the situation ytd n it really happens todae. haha.

came back, instructor only showed me i pass, didnt say anything to me. haha. n i wrote feedbacks for all my instructor in the group who teach me. and here is the results.

and ytd's party world actvity was fun, lazy to write more le, refer to bobo's blog fer more detail. haha. =)

2008-08-29T00:22:00.002+08:00

have a game of MJ with the PROs as usual. todae's luck not bad, all thanks to those who look after me. got a one color straight, mummy put the bomb, its very rare of her to put the bomb wan when she plays, n finally todae i break da history record, she put a big wan on me. haha, the feelin is so shiok. excited, adrenaline rush. anyway, actually i haven been slpin well this few nights, i wander why too.. izzit bro's late comin home noise cause me to wake up, n cant doze bck to slp? or izzit just tat something is not functionin rite in me? its quite torturing, i had this symptom like years ago and i have to resort to alcohol as the solutions, n i will do that when i m goin to slp, dry up a big can, n hopefully it goes back to normal. todae is the first dae of IT show, wonder hows all my frns'sales doing gd ?? gd luck to them.

2008-08-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

met up with bobo, kwang, tommy, and CJ for movie. initially is a party world session of 3 which is tommy, bobo and me. but in the end the rain got their decision changed. so stayed at home in the afternoon to play game instead. met up to have dinner at ps, kinda long never really step in there to watch movie. drk actually so wants to watch this show, but i dunno why so lucky i get da guys, on the day where his health was totally down, was hit with flu and sore throat etc. so didnt join us, kinda sorry man.

Death Race
Ratings: 9- 10/10

was quite a cool movie. in the show, the female who is the director of the prison, like any other human in the world, due to money, gets the prisoners inside for a death race against each other for entertainment online for other pepole. in order to maintain the money comin in askin people to subscribe to the members to view da race match, she kept the fastest racer, name frankerstein who wants to get out of the jail if he could win 4 matches of the race. in order to keep him in the prison so that she can earns more money, she put a time bomb under his car when it was the last match n make him injure n went to da hospital. so she just randomly get a racer in by framing him which is the main character in the show so that he can get him to her jail and replace frankerstein so the entertainment could continue, and her revenue continue to increase. but this time it wont work on this guy. its quite an awesome movie, with lots of action bombing etc, those 2 on 1 big boss kind. haha go watch it, you will like it.

2008-08-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

somtimes i wonder, whats wrong with this group? from a normal, active group we once met yeaers ago and over the years some slowly drifted apart. its getting hard to communicate, as well as those who are yelling so bored, and wants something to do, yet when i tried to ask for your free time, most of them just stare into space, not a simple reply, some just left the conversation, is it just so hard to think for a while, organise your own timing and see whether is it possible to meet up, or if not enough money just say not enough money. at least i do get an answer. not enough money, is something i cant help, its a personal finacial management, and i certainly cant help cause i ownself have not been working for like a month plus. if i am those rich kids, i wouldnt mind treating, but i m not. of cause the rich do not have those kind of feelings of being poor, feeling unsecure when money is limited. anyway, its getting harder and harder to organise things from now, the agony of organising from derrick, i can feel it.. as always when starting to organise, not just this time. being an organiser job isnt simple when ppl like THESE are around. no offence though, its the fact. its kinda terrible, gosh, i dunno how da hell to say, or wat to say aredy. look on the bright side of life.

2008-08-25T03:12:00.006+08:00

finally finish editing this html shit.. looks cool huh.. anyway, ytd nite went clubbin wif drk, CJ, wee kwang and bobo + his sec sch frns.. met CJ's frns in st james PS. its was quite awhile since i last club due to money constraint as usual and the dont-wanna-miss-my-sleep thoughts. ytd's music was not vry gd, hrd to dance, not vry groovy, some even repeated. drinks are so EXPENSIVE in there, scared to drink my pocket a hole. left around 3 plus, my knee caps esp da left one, really is givin way, damn i dunno wats wrong wif my left knee cap, i most of da tym will strain out my left leg instead of my rite, y does it become lyk tis?? have to idea too... sat at mac chit chat awhile den cj went off first follow by bobo.. den left me n guang to accompany drk till first bus. MRT back till JE den bro come n fetch me home.

Field Report
location : St James Power Station

yesterday i tried to make the game into good use, but the first attempt i think i have failed it. damn. i wanna try to open sets but things doesnt seems as easy as it is. i wonder does asia country girls are the same as overseas. they are always in a set of 4 or more. damn so hard to approach, seems to be so near but its a thousand miles away. i need a good guru, i need a good opener. all the thing in the game sounds logical but i juz dunno why it seems hrd to apply. bro did number close a girl he met, but i wonder is that counted? the girls seems aredy interested to him, which is his value-added face which attracts da gurl, she is kinda frndly n have a sweet smile. not bad. neva really open a set, but make 2 new friends in there. i wonder is it because the crowd there yesterdae was not vry active or wat, they doesnt seems to b responsive otherthan my bro's target. its like so scary to open them, any moment they will eat u up. my bro didnt really went around n open ba, what is tink is that because he is attractive which give him da value. but still he did use some of the method, he do work. i guess peacocking skills really is a plus point coz they just like normal homo sapiens go by first impressions, and what they see and percieve in their minds. when they get attracted to, they will then allow you to go near them. CJ's 2 friends are damn hungry, they really go around n hunt non-stop, one of them even get to dance n grin with a hot babe, and what i see is only asking for the name n nxt stop is his hand goin over to her waist. damn, like this also can work out, i was like what the hell. dosent really looks skill and professional but the end result he still got her. why why why, i juz dun understand, or izzit da game doesnt really work out in here n juz using this kinda cheap methods will do. damn there is alot more space for improvement.

What Daniel Tan Yi Wen Means

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-08-18T10:48:00.002+08:00

went sentosa KM8 ytd.. finally manage to do some outdoor activity..
went wif kel n bro n bro's frn + ys + sj + cc
drink and play games, slack over dere, look see look see babes..
as usual alot of angmohs.. dun felt lyk a chance to play da game over dere..
anyway, ytd played a nice volleyball match wif some angmohs n kel is at da opposite side of da team.. haha, done some nice blockin on some smash in.. kinda fun man.. haha

and till da happy hours come tis famous sarong fly... n tis is it... some absolute vodka + unknown.. dey wont let u noe wats it.. something special.. taste pretty gd.. initially we thot 2 bottle was more than enuff, but its actually juz nice.. haha ys can drink i noe.. i can drink too i guess... its a fun dae..

2008-08-16T02:05:00.002+08:00

ooh well ohh well... i have sign something impt abt my health takin a kind of medicine..
to imrpove acne wan.. n after seein doc, went to sch to meet da poly mates.. not bad sch did change abit.. anyway, while i was travellin to c doc, saw da mobileTV on bus, da match of women table tennis, my country, SINGAPORE against korea.. kinda excitin, didnt noe our singapore women table tennis player play so well, makin it to a gold medal.. its so cool man.. imaginin da feelin, da vry last score u hav to score in order to make ur own country proud.. anyway, da last score was serve by da oppo n she miss da second bounce on da table n lost.. too nervous i guess.. wow wow.. n their face, u can c, so happy, undescribable, satisfaction, victory!! guess should b quite honoured ba.. was tinkin y ever singapore's basketball didnt get into international..haha mayb i should become a coach n make tat a different bring singapore to a whole new level.. LOL tink too much.. anyway, my basketball sucks oso.. todae i went to play abc, lol didnt even moe a bit.. tell ppl i last tym sch team wan nobody will believe ba.. didnt realise i totally lost touch on basketball n becomin tat i didnt even noe how to play it.. its kinda sad, my skill juz gone, imagine last tym i was playin wif, da pros zhonghui, shing choon dey all, at da upper court durin da sec sch daes... most of da daes... its all gone.. currently i dun perform well in any of da sports liao.. mayb i should pick some n train, kinda wanna get bck my basketball skills, i wanna play volleyball oso... my pool doesnt do well anymore, rusty.. mayb tis 3 will do..

2008-08-13T13:28:00.002+08:00

Whee~~ a new LCD TV in my room.. hmm but its a small wan.. haha..
i would buy a bigger wan if i m TAT RICH but too bad..
actually it downt make a diff when dere is a tv in my room a not..
hmm.. ytd went fer dinner at gombak tat side somewhere, sat down, watch da olympics,
singapore still haven got any medals yet? haha
sometyms i c juz a swimmer event da countries representatives aredy appear alot of tyms liao.
den suddenly dere is this family who sat down in front of our table..
one thing tat attracts my attention, tis gurls eyes, so big n beautiful.. her nose, juz lyk wat my mum told me, its kinda high n sharp.. her face feature really is distinctive n attractive man.. sure attracts alot of guys wan.. den i realise tat she is a mix blood, coz when i saw her parents, mum should b singaporean but her dad is ang moh.. her other 2 younger sister oso hav da same features but da eldest looks da best, same opinion wif my mum.. amazing thing is tat dey noe how to use chopsticks..haha, i saw her dad not really holdin da correct way, but roughly usin is to grab food on da plate..oh man, he is juz so attractive, mayb i should look fer a mix blood as my gurlfrn rite?? haha dey look so cool, i love their eyes man, those big n brown color wan, so attractive.. damn, mayb i should.. haha.. even when i goin off my eyes juz wont leave a sight out of her view..

2008-08-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

todae quite a shag dae man..
my bro wanna go taka get something fer his girlfrn-wannabe..
so i decided to follow him, since he is alone..
so i can decide to spend my taka voucher.. tat is lyk dunno how many months old de...
so long since i step into da streets of orchard..
things around dere hav changed..
da wisma's aquarium is gone!
those fishes n a shark dere is gone too... became a shop over dere..
dey prefer to make it a place to earn more money..
money is really not enuff... as usual, alot of ppl shoppin n walkin...
now i really dunno wat to shop fer aredy, lyk kinda lost in shoppin..
nuthin seems to suit me, or seems to attract me...
wanna buy shirt or pants oso hrd..
gave my bro 40$ voucher to buy his stuff n rest i settle fer myself..=)
bought a white belt.. den others buy things to eat n eat n eat...haha
went to da favour japanese stall fer dinner, as usual, dan chao fan...
damn super full wan.. den bro wanna go bugis to get his light stick, say somewhere inside bugis street his frn say can get.. bloody hell walk da whole bugis street oso dun hav, in da end is at da pool fusion infront abit dere only which sells party stuff.. n in da end didnt open.. walk until leg pik ciak aredy.. den in da end he bo bian hav to cab to lavender da sell army stuff dere to buy...
basket, early early go dere buy isnt it better.. waste tym sia, n his frn really dunno how to describe go tat place...
anyway, i kinda feel tat i m shrinkin in size, kinda feel inferior man.. dunno why oso..
it wasnt lyk last tym where i was at my optimum..
i miss those tyms..
i dun dare to touch powders because of my face..
haiz~~ i wanna train up, i wanna grow more..
miss da trainin tyms wif my buddy.. those were gd tyms..
both grew pretty well... wif each others help..
my appetite wasnt as big n as not choosy frm tat tym..
now sometym i saw things tat makes me bored, i juz wont giv freakin swallow it down my throat aredy.. damn it.. really is damn it.. n is not as big as last tym le.. oh man, i relaly wish i could go bck to tat tym n continue da diet n trainnin...damn.. work got me into tis... damn shitty..

2008-08-09T02:02:00.002+08:00

wah...todae's part tym job life in kopitiam wif da aunties n one ah ni jie jie..
kinda experience this kinda job.. haha
well, my location is at da jalapan dere, took LRT dere n walk over..
start work at evenin tym.. learnn how to operate da old batch machine cashier..
kinda slow huh, not vry responsive.. collect money..
i m workin at da desert side.. haha..
desert seems to b nice, but need to remember all da things fer tis particular desert,
lyk need to out wat thing inside n how much is it..
i only noe how to do da low level desert lyk ice kachiang, cheng teng tis kinda..
da dunno wat nuta de coco tis kinda high level wan, i hav no idea man.. even some aunty lyk
sellin bao wan, dey oso dunno.. haha muz those work kinda long wan den remember al da
ingredients to put.. first tym doin desert store n makin da ice, seems kinda fun... but when
comes to da hot wan, wanna take away, its abit hrd man, dey can hold da plastic package w/o feelin hot on their fingers wan lei, pei fu pei fu.. i take i vry scare man, so hot...
n anyway, da temperature in dere fer my body, i neva stop sweatin man.. not those heavy perspiration lah but alwaz got water vappour on my face n body.. feelin so sticky all over until i reach home man.. anyway, its nice workin wif those aunties ba, dey lyk to joke n disturb each other.. da simple life of them...

2008-08-08T02:02:00.002+08:00

todae's weather finally took a change..
ot cool n windy outside..
finally it rainned heavy enuff to cool down da temperature tis few daes..
kinda lyk tis kinda cool weather.. so nice~~..
hmm.. tml i will b kopitiam's ppl fer a dae..
goin over to help out.. feel abit kinda weird weird..
haha but nvm, earn some small bucks fer me to eat...

2008-08-07T02:24:00.004+08:00

well well, todae is something diff frm normal.. well, mayb to u all it may b something normal..
haha.. finally step out of hse frm afternoon till nite tym den return..
firstly, went fer a final hair cut..

oh man, c those color droppin off liao n its goin to b GONE!! soon..
den after tat met guang n alex fer dinner session at S11..
den suddenly came tis idea of watchin movie, so impromptu rite..
guang's idea, n he seldom ask fer movie session so we went n...
its his treat... haha feelin quite bad, shall repay him some other tym ba..
watch money not enuff 2.. we sat rite in front.. haha lucky da screen not so near..
da movie i can say did not really match its title as compare to da first..
but da morale in it is vry gd. kinda reflect on singaporeans' life n their livin..
touchin show at da end lah.. can go watch, jack neo's movie everytym got tis kinda morale in it..

2008-08-06T13:46:00.002+08:00

ahh, heard frm da instructor ytd he did alot of things when he was young.
tried out all sorts of things, divin w/o a divin cert, etc etc..
told me somethings muz experience before cannot wait till old den come try, it will b different aredy..
seems kinda true huh??
kinda tink he njoys life quite alot liao..
watch red cliff ytd.. not bad, but da story lyk vry short but actually da movie is abt 1 hour plus aredy..
haha will b waitin fer da second part..

2008-08-03T19:49:00.003+08:00

wah, finally feelin refreshin frm my bath..
feel so clean n nice... anyway, ytd met up wif da polymates, initially fer a movie but this movie,
THE MUMMY, tomb of thhe dragon emperor, lyk sellin so hot tat, most of da seats in da afternoon till late evenin, are taken.. coz yh goin to meet his frn durin evenin tym, so he cant watch, in da end i ve got bobo to book 4 tix juz nice not bad seatins at GV bishan n we went over there to catch the movie..

overall da movie not bad lah, juz tat tis tym da mummy is not da traditional kind of mummy, is those chinese kind.. kinda funny at some part oso.. after movie, went fer dinner at KFC as food junction all closed le.. oh man, break da rules again drink cold water, scare asthma work up again.. somemore neva take medicine.. den last min organise MJ go bobo hse play.. tommy n drk came along too.. haha not bad rite, but drk didnt play, become me, bobo, xh n tommy play.. well no win or lose ytd... lyk wastin my tym..lol.. n damn, face so oily, got some outbreak le.. T.T
better get well soon...

2008-07-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

weekends? its no different from my weekdaes..
oh man, life is juz so boring..
wonder if i dun have tis computer in my room,
my life is total emptiness. it sure suck alot.
mayb i sure follow joker's path, find fun in the misery from ppl..
sure sounds kinda evil..
n i went fer a run juz now wif bro..
pant lyk a dog man, he sure bring me round n round runnin..
almost vomit n fainted half way..
oh man, i m gonna hav tis kinda life in a month's tym..
i needa overcome man.. even if i dun overcome now,
i still have to suffer inside.. da feelin is so terrible..
grrr, hate runnin.. but wat to do, still have to do it..

2008-07-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

whee~~ watch The Dark Knight todae..
a long movie man..
quite nice, some part dun underst..
its been such a long tym since i step into theatre..
joker, is somebody who do really hav power or strength, but a great mind in plannin things.
his mind games is kinda strong..
kinda can psycho a person..haha
but compare to da jigsaw in SAW, i tink jigsaw is more capable..
oh man, waitin fer fer SAW5 this comin halloween..
n den another marathon..haha
alrite tats all fer todae, gd nite folks.

2008-07-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

hohoho, finally got things to blog abt..
actually nuthin much lah..
yh organise a mahjong session overnite at ceed's hse..
so long neva meet up wif ceed oso le..
lose first round but second round won..
hmm, ceed's father's lotong not bad.. haha
got chance can go his hse try..
and sat went fer dinner wif tioman grp..
jan sick n went off, yh mood not gd n went of..
dey had movie session earlier on, i kinda tink whether m i an unlucky star..haha
left me, tommy n peppermint..
dinner le, den walk walk around.. chit chat at coffee bean..
cool~~~
tats all.. sundae stay at home wasted n followin my father..
damn sian... wat can i do??
i m tied to this thing..

2008-07-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

oh man, todae is juz not myself man.
dunno y so blur blur lyk tat.
weird. hmm.
i guess its getting tougher.
this is where the real challenge begins..

2008-07-13T02:15:00.002+08:00

oh man, its been a long time since i update my blog entry le.
well, nuthing much this few daes, camp at home almost all the time.
suppose to meet yh dey all fer a movie session but i chose to opt out due to finacial constraint.
wonder hows da show chi bi.. seems to b vry nice man.. haiz~~

when stayed at home too long, mind start to wander around n startin tinkin of things liao.
i kinda feel that money revolves around my life alot as the age increase.
as well as when tinkin abt my dreams.
i dunno y n when did it become lyk tis man..
everytym tokin abt things, da first thing tat came into my mind is my finanacial ablity.
been controllin myself n doin some money management.
dunno m i over doin it, causin abit of a misery to my life.
sometyms ppl say, live life only once, njoy it.
den y should i so bother to meet my dream n do myself until so troublesome??
was havin some heart-string-talk with alex juz now.
haha, sometym when tink too deep juz wanna find someone to tok to.
oh man, money money money.. everything is abt money..
everything is on da rise.
how can anyone survive w/o money?
will money b runnin out of value soon?

wonder how would it b lyk if i m a richman's kid?
this is da topic tat i m tokin wif alex juz now.
i dun tink dere will b any miserable in life tat money in concern.
not that dun need to work n njoy life.
u aredy hav da money available to do wat u wan which is related to work.
in order to earn more money.

now in my hse, everything spoild, air-con, TV, etc etc..
everything needs money to fix.
mum ask some frn's frn who noe how to fix da air-con to come fix
paid them money, did work, but doesnt come to da best result.
air-con still on n off being cold.
kinda disappointin, den ask da person come agn, den still need pay.
its lyk a money suckin machine.
if mum didnt ask fer a repair, at least hers is still workin.
left fer ah ma n my room.

everydae, i m steppin away n away frm my dream, suddenly losin da path.
should reflect n tink wat i gonna do nxt man.
mayb i should focus currently on wat is in front of me tat is impt first..
oh well~~ gd nite...

2008-07-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

fri - drag by tommy n shwa juan to party world, singing with accenture ppl.. dun feel lyk goin wan actually but kena drag, LL.. estimation of price by tommy was $$十三++ , well everytym buay zhun wan.. was expected around 20.. in da end some ppl neva come, n den i m payin lyk 三十 instead.. heart damn pain... everytym tis kinda pattern come out wan.. damn jia lat.. i juz got no words to describe aredy..

sat - met alex at bishan fer dinner n chit chat session.. budget dinner in food junction, not as cheap oso.. den after tat went fer dessert at basement.. do some catchin up wif him as he in goin in soon liao, but no worries, pes C wan, no sweat.. lol..

sun - follow my father da whole dae man, super tiring.. sometym i m wondering those kinda things, its so hrd to balance out da real world things, n da things tat dey r sayin... may seems kinda true but is it juz a way to convice themselves?? listen abit abit of it, kinda doze off sometyms.. enlighten n underst abit but... hmm hrd to explain, sat until butt crack n back pain man..

its another week again..

2008-07-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

ytd marked the last dae of work at accenture>. no more shakedowns, defects, CR build, ST, SIT, PT, PPT, Production, deployment etc etc.. learned quite alot of things in dere.. wonder i do hav any feelins when i left da place.. knew some ppl dere but not as close, felt lyk stranger.. came in quietly, n left the same as i came in.. guess i m juz a small fry in dere, not need to stir up much trouble in dere.. its still lyk a normal dae..

guess i underst wat wiwi use to say when i was in BnP tat tym:
有些人只能做朋友, 而不能做同事.

perhaps is the problem lies in me..

slept early ytd when i reach home, intend to watch DVD wan but in da end close my eyes n off i go to dreamland.. last week sat was workin overnite fer support in production till sun mornin 7am.. cool rite?? first tym i work durin overnite hours, sundae mornin so tired, went home to slp till evenin tym den wake up.. catch EURO 08 finals till kinda late den go to slp..

todae was an intense restin dae fer me.. took many doze off on bed, continue watch finish my DVD.. it was a nice drama, Tae Wang Sa Shin Gi, kinda lyk tis guy who is the owner of the heavenly sacred item, green dragon.. the character in dere is a cool n quiet guy who dun really tok much.. but has a kind heart.. protectin da shu sheng wang.. he possess the power of green dragon from heaven n fights with his weapon, a some sort lyk a spear but at the edge is a 2 face blade...

"Respect others when you want others to respect you", "First time a mistake is a mistake, second time a mistake should not be made", "Be it physically or mentally injured, get healed fast and stand a new refreshing day tomorrow and get back on track".

first dae of not workin.. dunno izzit neva work, den kinda lost, no daily routine to do.. get kinda slack n lost.. haha, tink tml cannot lyk tis laio, muz continue as wat i plan.. anyway, blog hope to alex n saw his blog, wow he is proposing to his target, get kinda surprise his tym has finally come, looks lyk he has found his right target.. felt kinda happy fer him, leavin singles club soon.. he n his dreams, haha.. i can only say tat he really is workin towards wat he wan, wat an aimed person.. hope i can b lyk him too..haha respect respect... at da same tym while pursuin his dreams, he gets to pursue his life tym partner oso... well, now my head is tinkin when is mine?? haha.. everytym get to c others gettin along, how abt me.. or izzit i only noe how to tink n dunno how to act?? hmm...

2008-06-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

oh man, i m now in my 1 serangoon north, singtel building, meeting room padang.. WORKING!!
wat a nice sat, went fer a hairf cut juz now, got late due to a lunch n everything juz gone late.. late fer hair appointment, late fer party world..haha.. my hair is lyk 2 months neva cut aredy, its lyk i became a lion liao, den now is become a panda.. reach party world left lyk 1 hour only.. haha.. den came desmond, went fer dinner at cine, the billy bomber, another version wan.. den cf came along too fer dinner. its kinda bored in sg i guess, we merely have nuthin to do.. actually wanna go play pool wan but den cuppage billard room shut down aredy.. so dey decided to go fer second round k while me n tommy head bck to office.. oh man, lookin at mty things tat i hav to seolve really is a headache man, hope da system runs faster fer me to test.. zzz.. ton until tml 7am.. no OT pay somemore.. slpy~~~

2008-06-26T01:12:00.002+08:00

oh man, was chasing this korean drama, tai wan shi shen ji, The Legend. guess its my first korean show tat i watch which is not so of a sad kinda drama. coz normally korean drama is those cry here n dere, tragic love life etc.. n da chinese song in my blog is from da show. lackin of slp every now n den, juz hav to tolerate until everything is over, n i will get bck my beauty slp...

2008-06-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

well, nuthin much todae.

Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds you plant.
- Robert Louis Stevenson

100 words

Speedtest

2008-06-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

another low productivity day.
met guang, alex, tc for dinner at causeway pt.
den watch The Incredible Hulk with tc.
was quite a nice action movie as expected from Marvel.
The big green things has got big muscles man.
bullets doesnt even peetrate into his skin.
haha powerful, animatio was great too.
super big size, with great strength.
i guess i will be like hulk as i m a kinda temperamental person.
haha, if only i really have gamma infection.
guess the show got mix in with iron man abit in da end.
ROAR! recomended to watch.. time to slp, nites..

2008-06-18T00:51:00.001+08:00

feel that i m gettin smaller in size, damn.
watch WWE wrestleman 24 in office todae.
batista, tripe H, john cena, damn dey r juz so thick..
hope i can hav their thickness man, i m jus too thin.. haiz..
gonna train up again man..

2008-06-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

after a long holiday, finally step back into the office.
lquite a few daes didnt really type on keyboard, stare at the monitor.
feels so great man, every mornin when i was in tioman, so carefree.
todae bck in office, da spirit juz tur low again.
somemore alot ppl didnt come todae.
dun really have da mood to work, after such a long holidae.
kinda tired todae oso, juz lyk not enuff slp man.
all da stress n work startin to build up again. haha.
anyway, now i underst y passion fer ur own work is still counted not as in not counted.
afterall u r workin on something everydae, n at least u lyk wat u do den u will cotinue to do.
if not wat u c everydae is juz pointless coz u dunno wat it means n so on.
juz lyk me, i dun take jsp n all those stuff n not so experience in tis kinda big web portal thing.
feel so tired when lookin at those things tat i do not noe, askin stupid question around.
dunno how to ouse da correct ofrm of word dey use everydae.
passio oh passion.. is still something important.
hope tat i still can cling onto my millionaire dream..

2008-06-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

todae invitation by da gurls surprisingly to party world fer yh's last dae celebration.
kinda long tym didnt sing.
damn face was infected wif pimples all over my face.
before i went over to tioman, it was still alrite, mayb at the verge still under control.
but after tha trip n come bck, my whole face is just swarmin wif pimples man.
c aredy oso irritated, so not handsome liao plus so many pimples equals ugly untidy guy.
saded.. in need of help..

2008-06-14T12:03:00.003+08:00

finally the four days of enjoyment ended, has it really an enjoyment? or something else.. hmm..
four days without looking at the monitor, typing on the keyboards, holding the mouse, thinking of how to solve this thing and that thing work out, feels so great, totally stressless, just that another thing pop up..

monday was suppose to go for wedding dinner but due to lack of time and in need of time for packing etc, didnt attend it. met tommy and yh at amk and went to lj house overnight so that we can catch up with the next day's bus. i was kind of amazed by her house, it suddenly gave me a motivation to get back on my millionaire dream. its big and nice, just like jessie ah yi's house. damn its so great. met a whole bunch group of new people from astro as well as those so call seniors i guess. the trip was a fast one compare to redang but the boat trip took abit longer, lucky that day the current is not so strong. guess almost all the days we did went into the sea. trekking was unable to carry out. last second day was thinking that past two days was using leg to swim, so kayak use hand shouldnt be a problem, but in the end the kayak have too much water in it, and i need to return the kayak back to the person and damn i have to swim and drag the kayak back, swim until my leg like frog legs already. furthermore, when trying to flip over the kayak to empty the water on it on a small island not far away from the main island, dunno why got a patch of oil on my knee cap, its just so sticky and disgusting. now i understand why fishes that got the stain eventually get infected and die. i need to give it many scrubs and apply quite an amount of force to scrap it off man. and when was about to kayak back, suddenly the weather took a turn and the current suddenly grew greater, causing cm n lj's kayak to stuck on the sea without moving much as yh was dragging my kayak back, i tried to help push and drag cm's kayak together. it was then i realize the danger of huge wave when you are stuck on water but needed to remain calm and swim or paddle properly in case you get flipped over.

on the last second night, after a heavily "pschology-minded" game, went out with the astro guys to watch some stars. it was quite lucky for me to caught a meteor. its very fast, just a split second when u saw it, and it disappeared. its like a moving star and just another second its gone. and when i was walking back to my room when i went back to sleep, saw a fireball, which is a bigger version of meteor. its orange in color, and its travel period is longer than metor by a few seconds. it just shoots down from the sky, drawing a orange red path in the dark sky before disappearing off. great.

hmm, there is actually not much activity over there to do other than water sports, cant really play volleyball on the beach as the beach sand area is slanted and not enough space. there are not much corals there out in the beach of the paya resort compare to redand lagoona redang. all are just stones. less fishes there too. only when we snorkle at the marine park then we can really see much fishes and corals but still compare to redang's marine park, it also lose. will upload the photo when tommy develop all the photos out and send to me. hmm there was a time i was suppose to hold onto yh's google well but i didnt know i hold it wrongly and it justt sink down, quite deep down, tried to dive down and grab but it seems near but its far, almost lack the oxygen to swim up to. its just super deep man, super scary. then the person dive down with the flippers to help us take up the google. he was great, guess he is those kind of divers that is why he can do it so well.

well, just thoughts of mine as the same as everytime. i am treating you as a friend of mine, i understand, i tolerate, i give in as i know your emotion and your mind is down, but whats more can i do if u dont do your part. i tried to entertain, everybody is giving in because of you, whats more do you demand for? its not like the world owe you everything, and i hope that you dont let your emotion take over your mind and spoil the friendship among us. is it really worth it? you have been reproaching yourself too much, you are trying to destroy and make yourself like a pieace of junk. come on man, wake up your idea. sometimes it felt kinda scary talking to you when you became in this kind of state. i just hope you realize every friend of yours are helping you, not just me. and dont let them down. pull yourself back together. reflect on yourself, think what you should have done instead of brooding over a small thing neglecting the big picture. this is all that i can say, the enlightenment part will be up to you whether you chose to change for a better or remain the same.

2008-06-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

so tired so tired.. ytd work until midnite den took a merc cab home..
nxt dae mornin so early woke up..
tml is weekend n i needa return to office fer both weekends..
yawns..

~~ Singapore flyer oh singapore flyer.. looks lyk i m not da only one tinkin of tat..
well..hmm~~

pouts..

2008-06-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

i wonder through this few working years, is tis my lowest mood of tym in workin n highest stress level...?? find tat da graph of mood is so low, even when i was slpin, durin da nite ytd around 5am+ i dreamt frm horror to work.. isnt it scary, juz juz pop n optus webby is wat i c.. damn..

2008-06-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

alrite todae spent most of my dae wif ah ma..
go to kallang baharu to retun da robe.
follw ah ma up to c ah ma's sis, kinda long neva visit her.
heard she has got a stroke n recover bck liao.
zhu yi was up dere cookin too.
miss zhu yi's cookin..
ah ma's sis still can recognise me after lyk a few years neva visit her liao.not bad.
her face kinda change abit, mayb is tat she didnt wear her spects.
kinda in gd health but tokin now is abit slow slow kind liao.
she still remember young when ah ma alwaz bring me to her hse to play mahjong while i ownself along guai guai play my toys so not so bad yet.
den zhu yi suggest to play MJ, omg.. playin wif all da pros.. haha can u imagaine.
although ah ma's sis is kinda slow, but still can tink quite well, haha not bad, skills haven deprove.
in da end i lost, obviously i lost rite.. haha..
n damn thing, my air passage way, is gettin smaller than usual.. asthma..
its kinda irritatin i cant breathe as much amount of air i breathe normally.
weezin is so bad, hope to get well soon...

2008-05-30T11:45:00.000+08:00

hmm.. n ytd my mood graph hits the lowest once again..
somehow my mind juz not wif my body.
juz felt kinda tired n juz wanna leave everything aisde n not to care abt it at the moment.
everydae lookin through those tiring blue, black, grey, green letters.. is so tiring.. i still kinda hav a mindset tat i work as an intern in da office.. hehe.. but da fact is that i m not... actually until now i still dun really get to solve a normal defect by myself from start till the end.. dunno izzit normal a not.. but i wonder is it kinda hrd to do programmin language of wat i neva learn b4 or juz tat i m tired of it?? wonder how da top IT guy in our course jonathan manager to do tat so well, guess its his passion..so outstandin fer a age lyk him to b expose to the society so fast n kinda well known. hmm, mayb i need a break.. hehe cant imagine so fast, wonder how m i gonna go out to work nxt time.. hmm..

kinda miss gym so much, i have been slackin for a long tym, i guess i should find time to go bck dere to start back again. can vent all my mood in dere so i feel better.

hmm, lets look into one of humans behaviour, Arrogant. When one get too good in something, one's arrogant tend to slowly grow within. Alwaz tok wif a tone full of arrogance, neva spare others their opinion and straight away knock over them. Self-confidence and Arrogance, is 2 different kind of things.When there is chance the ones being knock over will get chance to get back at the arrogant ones whenever there is chance at other areas.tats something frm my thot of human.. haha..

suddenly have a kind of feelin to pick up back my magics.. kinda rusty already since i learn them when i was in sec sch..

2008-05-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

alrite alrite, quite a long long long long long while since i stopped bloggin, kinda turn lazy man, every nite came bck so tired.. well guess i will rite a long one..firstly, congrats to sze chong aka dr.gay had finish his internship n left accenture.. well, so fast n he is gone, les a person of our age in our team.. doesnt seems fun at all.. he still have a long journey ahead to continue.. celebrated a farewell fer him on fri as well as da dae b4 fri... bought a zippo lighter fer him, shared among those whom he treated in botak jones session.. done some engravin on it, haha fer FREE.. thanks to BnP old staffs.. miss them lotsa..

n on da first dae he had left, in da mornin when i sat down in front of my com in da office, i juz sat dere fer hours until i knock off usin 100% concentration in dere.. its so tirin man, coz of a defect tat is agin fer daes.. n i have to give n explaination fer the above ppl so that dey can explain to da business ppl.. sometym i find tat its quite hrd to tok to da above ppl, as dey normally dun do da hard work stuff lookin through codes n wanna xplain to them oso dunno start frm where.. den dey only keep askin why, n how come lyk tis... damn man, muz let them try n find out esp when system is down here n dere n environment so sucky.. sure blow up wan... almost gotne bonkers..
n gavin die die keep askin fer solid evidence of da defect n all tis n all tat... hate it man...

n durin my lowest mood somemore wif sickness to work, i suddenly got a call frm yh sayin tat da trip des has cancel as he is enlistin early, its juz totally holy shit man.. last min tis kinda pattern come out, if dun intend to go den dun in da first place decide to go, ppl hav work n hav to take off daes which deduct our pay n still need to spend money goin wif a bunch of strangers, i m not anti-social lah but its juz tat dere is no middle man.. sux man, hate tis kinda last min thing n i was so down aredy i cant b bother much, until now i dun even hav da details of it.. how gd was it.. i swawer tat i wont go wif untrusted 3rd degree frn organisin tis kinda things aredy.. n kinda fcuked up tokin to yh abt it..

n.. followin dae, spirit is better than ytd, was tryin to solve da defect.. hmm sometyms i m really tinkin i shall b da one askin why instead of the one answerin why man.. damn.. dey juz dunno any single shit n juz wanna get da reason frm us who are workin lyk cow but recieve nuthin but compliments only.. damn.. anyway....

tml is graduation dae aredy so fast, da journey of 3 years polytechnic juz ended at a blink of an eye.. lookin bck at those daes.. kinda have memories.. time really flies.. n read newspaper abt malaysia stoppin foreign cars to refuel their car near their borders, i guess its a kinda rediculous
decision man..

hmm.. alrite den pen off here, nuthin much, almost cleared my mind aredy...

2008-05-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

grumpy...
sometimes when i ask a question, i at least expect a reply.
dont treat me like a transparent or filter me out.
i dont mean that i am a big shot and i must get an answer, sometime its curcial for an answer.
i am just treating you as a friend, i dont mean anything.
dont wait until the last minute when i am needed and then start replying me.
does it mean that i have to get serious then you will respond to me.
damn shitty..
got to rest early, tommorow have to wake up early to pass the shit thing over.
nites ladies and gentlemen..

2008-05-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmm.. have been slackin during work tis few daes, but guess i should start my engine up aredy..
hmm contract endin soon, quite a dilemma to recontract a not..
dere is juz so many things goin on in my head now...
wanna learn drivin, wanna learn divin...
to recontract whether can take off on tat 4 daes to go tioman trip a not..
can save my money a not, need to spend more money on tioman trip..
tinkin of an investment plan.. can find a better pay job outside a not, enlistin fer NS sure wont wan hire wan ma, dilemma.. job gd, but tym consumin, can incoporate my gym session inside a not.. ARRGH....

goin crazy soon, haha... wonder why life have to make so many decisions...

2008-05-02T10:06:00.001+08:00

good morning.. its in da mornin in da office tat now tat i m bloggin..haha..
dun really have anything to do rite now.. but not fer long when all the defects start comin to haunt me.. haha.. anyway, wed is quite a nice dae, went to gym wif yh n des who tag up later.. den went to ate dinner n den went home.. so long neva gym, if i can do it everytym lyk i use to b, it will b so damn gd..haha anyway, went to MJ n den stop halfway n den watch soccer tat nite, watch until dozed off..HAHAHA.. first tym man..

n nxt dae which i m suppose to come bck to work becoz australia tat side dun hav labour dae on tat dae, n TG being responsible n worried tat dere is any prob wif his team's work, he request us to come bck to work durin labour dae, was quite sad den but till da vry last dae n he told us tat we could juz stay at home durin labour dae n dun need come to work le.. n suddenly my dae brigthen up..haha n labour dae, went bck home in da late mornin.. ate my lunch slacked awhile n den family-get-together-game, MJ.. haha tis tym finally i won man, my winnin rate wif the PROS are lyk 10%? n den head out fer dinner after shower, den after tat fetch weide n uncle patrick to the pub we used to go last tym, fer drink.. so long neva drink oso le.. was quite njoyable ytd although da pub not so gd coz i keep kena eat tofu by tis lady.. T.T

anyway, saw tis poem somewher n its quite funny, would lyk to share it..haha

..................

When your own hand becomes your best lover,
When your life-giving fertilizer is wasted
In a Kleenex and flushed down the toilet
You wonder when you are goin to stop
Thinking about what could have happened
That night when you almost got somewhere

There is the coy one who smiles
And looks like she wants to meet you,
But you can't work up the nerve to talk.
So instead she will become one of your nighttime
Fantasies, where you could have but didn't.
Your hand will be substituted for hers.

When you neglect work and meaningful activities,
When you neglect the ones who really love you,
For a shot at a target that you rarely hit.
Does everyone get lucky with women but you,
Or do females just not want it as bad as you do?

2008-04-28T04:53:00.000+08:00

phew~~ it was really a sunny sunday todae, its so HOT~~~~, at tis moment that i m typin, ii m perspirin as well. damn, n tis usual borin sundae..

anyway, on fri, get off work as early as 3pm, due to da senior manager sam, wanted a overall project update at the Raffles City Tower office.. so took adrian's car, one of the old staff inside, as booked by tommy to raffles.. its was my second tym dere, n den headed to da meetin room fer some tok cock session..lol, no lah, its presentation of updates by different team as sam do not want to do it by himself tis tym.. n so, sat in dere fer almost an hour plus ba.. lyk a statue.. haha.. anyway, dere r refreshments after da meetin n prize presentin fer da most creative team tat do da project updates.. n our team leaded by TG won.. den after tat went to collect my pants n went home early aredy..

ytd, which was sat, is a nice dae of activity planned by yh.. sentosa.. met some new frns as well as old pri sch frn... haha.. conincidence.. its juz lyk a circle of frnship.. played volleyball, swim, get tanned, but one thing vry bad is, i took off my top too late, resultin in a tank-top unshaded part.. played frisbee ruby kinda game, wah, so long neva run liao, run stop run stop really is tirin, lyk machiam long tym neva run liao.. den wanna start engine agn lyk hrd liao.. haha its give me an idea where i stand in my stamina.. quite a nice game, kinda active oso.. haha.. den until late evenin den we officially play volleyball in da court.. haha, learn abit of things.. n den n den, head fer the nice sweet part, BATHING.. after tat went fer dinner, n home we went..
n actaully through my pri sch frn, underst tat quite alot of da pri sch frn, those tat used to b guai guai wan, really go astray.. kinda weird huh? izzit a trend? haha, juz learned a news tat one of da frn become mummy aredy, n its goin fer da 2nd wan too.. scary rite.. she dun look lyk those kind man, its hrd to imagine, juz lyk lin lin oso, guai guai wan den become ah lian..lol =X.. kiddin..

2008-04-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

todae, went to take graduation robe wif cj n tommy, long tym no c cj..
den after tat he went to meet gf, i follow tommy go sim lim, after awhile when tommy met his sis, bro n sis bf, den i went off aredy, coz wei jia, asked to meet out....

hmm, here is an interesting situation, imagine one dae, when u r outside juz nice u hav nuthin to do n suddenly u recieve a msg frm a quite long tym no contact frn, askin u to meet out sincec so long neva meet out liao, come out fer a drink, n u feel lyk juz nice u hav got nuthin to do n decided to meet him/her out as everytym, he or she treat u lyk vry close, a bro/sis... n happily happily u went to meet him/her, n den after met him, he asked u whether hav ur dinner aredy a not, n juz nice u hav not, n.... he say he will bring u to eat "nice food".. reached da place, order food, order drink.. chit chat till not so deep while eatin as to leave da juicy part fer later on when goin to another place to sit down chit chat to continue.. n den he/she started to tell u abt money matters, n work experience, n say tat he recently met a frn whom, he/she regard as a bro to him, helped him alot, when his love life hav prob, own a big car, is vry rich, eng eng cho bo lan still earn quite alot of money.. interested, u asked him wat is he workin as, n he/she only reply u as sales, asked wat kind of product da bro sellin, he/she wanna say dun say, n tell u dunno oso actually, but earn quite alot... n den started to tell u da bro everytym will pass by da place when u all r eatin... n den after eatin, u c ur tat frn busyin pressin his fone, after eatin, his/her tis bro really pass by, n started introducin u to him, n he sat down n started chattin... n da startin conversation is vry diff, if u r smart enuff u might catch wats goin on, n even if smarter enuff when u r eatin in da place, u can sense da surroundin is abit diff.. started askin abt ur studies n all tat, whether hav a job now currently, n is tellin his workin life spontanrously, say how relax how relax he is in tis ocmpany doin sales etc etc... n after tokin fer sometym, he start to bring u up to go to his company which is juz a stone throw away distance, n u started to noe tat actually tis is something wrong, n went up to da company, doesnt look lyk those con company or wat, its those sales, of health product, n ur frn suddenly da initially wanna do some catchin up wif u chat abt how da successful ppl in da company is how successful, so young n dey got a car etc etc, all da awards r over dere.. n den after sayin all that, u r bein drag inside a room to attend a 45 min tok cock session by a pro speaker who can totally brain wash u abt those stuff... explain da company;s structure, how da company work out, how u can become successful lyk those ppl in da pictures outside who own a car... tell, u dun even wanna become a U graduate, study half way come n become sales... say until lyk alwaz got a chance but dun go fer da chance stay in company continue da sales job etc etc... keep tryin to brain wash... n by da tym he finish, u should most probably noe wat is it aredy.. didnt force u to buy any product or join any membership.. dey juz wanna convince u tat, its a kind of so call network marketin, n is juz usin up some of ur tym to benefit ur frn as he/she is da one who bring u here.. n it actually says tat pullin more ppl, to actually work under u, n pullin ppl who aredy work under u, being under them... its lyk a some sort of upright triangle when u r at da top n those who u pull, or those under u who pull make da base, n dey started promotin da product n u get a part of da money...

at tis moment of tym wat will u tink of ur tat frn...? a gd frn who introduce u lobang, or u feel disappointed wif ur frn as he uses da friendship on something else..? pls leave some comment at da taggboard...

bck to bloggin, i m actually tat victim, n wei jia is my tat dear frn... vry gd rite... i juz have nuthin to say... well, i see da pontential in it, but i m not gonna b managed by those ppl, i wanna learn their strategy, n if really wanna work, i will start it on my own rather than under them... n one thing, mayb dey really noe how to earn money n spend money.. but i can juz say tat its a poor money management... i take tat ask an learnin opportunity to c how dey does tat.. anyway, i m tired, tat borin tok, but did insert some useful knowledge into my mind abt business, as well as my dear frn............................gd nite...

2008-04-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

todae was fri, hopin tat can i get off on time as this week its totally all daes down man, everydae vry late den step out of office, n more to come as da weeks come.. i guess i startin to have feelin in this job liao, as in hate or lyk feelin... first wat i hate was da poor environment n all da shit, indefinite error occur, slow transimission of page.. sometym juz to do a simple flow through is so diffcult, it took up precious tym, n sometyms really boils due to lyk todae, gateway timeout error, which is my ip is block tats y cannot access tat page, n further more everytym dere is error, i need to find out tat particular error so tat i can inform the person tat tis is da error n allow him to accept tat da error is not due to our codin part.. some simple things need to b made until vry vry clear, oh man its juz too shitty... i dun mind fixin defects but i need tym, further more faster loadin tym n not random error so i wont start all over agn to walk till tat shitty part... n i guess i really turn grumpy esp da week wif not enuff rest through out wif slp debts..

alrite enuff of da complains, n in da end i fail too, ended goin off lyk 7+, as thanks to tommy who help me tell TG n gavin. so i hurriedly went off, first tym, ownself step out of office, feelin kinda irresponsible rite, but wat can i do, encounter da gateway tym out error, even if workin, da server tat side has some prob too... sian 1/2 rite... but nvm, took a bus till amk den while walkin to mrt station while tinkin abt those stupid shakedowns.. n god at tis moment really noe how to play me...

went up da escalator, look left look stright, look left again, familiar face, beatrice.. hahaha, surprise surprise... n it was da real her tis tym, coz everytym i saw da fake her... amazingly, she recognise me too although so long neva c le.. haha, n all da shitty things was juz erased juz lyk ur computer crash with all da memory loss... went over to chat wif her, it was quite nice den.. she is actually quite friendly n kinda talkative oso ba.. lyk tokin to her compare to tat tym tokin to her in the IT show, is so diff, its lyk so friendly kinda terms liao.. haha.. tink she is those playful kinda gurl but not those ah lian dun study, juz tat lazy n dun feel lyk study n thus hav bad result.. wah, if her studies is gd, den i guess she is kinda near to perfect le ba... well, kinda slim down oso le.. den chat until she reach somerset n den she went off to meet her frns le... while i continue to go to my place to alter the pants..

after tat meet tommy, sj, zse chong at clementi eat botak jones, haha first tym eatin it man... didnt noe its so special... n den after eatin, chit chat relax tok cock session was so njoyable, tokin abt sze chong n his playfun tyms when he was young in kampong area... so funny...

cool man, i guess todae was quite a dae to remember.. ahaha, da coincidence dae, finally after so long really did met up.. ahh but its juz too late fer everything...haha, nvm it alwaz happen lyk tis..

2008-04-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmm, todae can only guai guai de follow dad to religious class.
not as bored as i thot, as i really go n listen n try to underst it.
keep recommending me to go those high level de class, but i m
juz not interested at this pt of time. evertime keep saying, have to
attend den will underst den can start to "xiu xing". but normally in
life i think i that i can encounter things that require me to think deeper
and at the same time "xiu xing" aredy. its not i wanna say i m lazy to go
or the class is not good, its juzt that not at this pt of time i guess.
anyway, dey like to compare n compare, father keep asking me to do
this n that. its as usual, i dun reply to him. haha, highest level of ans
i can give i guess. sometime, i dun see them doing it the right way too,
i guess different ppl should have their own perspective. ahh~~ its kinda
irritating, well, leave it then. tml goin to work again, gd nites..

2008-04-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

went for haircut.

wanted to have a meet up session but in the end dunno why, have tis kinda feelin to call off the idea.

instead, met up wif family.. haha my bro n mum, to watch movie.

its been a long time we have spent time together.

cool.

dinner , walk shop, drink..

after working for 5 weekdays its sometime good to spend time with family members.

this is the hair gum that sunny use on my hair, cool casing huh..haha

2008-04-11T03:08:00.000+08:00

alrite gonna make tis a short n sweet wan so tat i can turn in early.
todae is da first dae i step out of office still in dae light.. haha
well, pretty much nuthin to do fer todae, slackin pass my tym..
so step out as early as possible, n prevent any wastin of tym..
reached home kinda early, after dinner n drama all da way till now..
yawns... still hav 2 defects waitin fer me in da mornin when i reached..

2008-04-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

okok weekends over juz at a split seconds.. ytd went out early fer a game of MJ wif sec sch mates.. now den i realize tat after such a hectic life, weekends playin MJ slowly down da tym oso feels quite gd.. n todae, was suppose to go sentosa but in da end due to some have to go to pray their ancestors so it didnt happen in da end, not surprise thou, it alwaz happens.. n organiser didnt really hav further plan, so i guess its cancel n no gatherin... as expected alwaz, used to it.. i wonder its da grp, or wat... i really dunno.. anyway, congratz to cj fer leavin da singles club n joinin da couples's club aredy..haha, gd wan eh.. so long neva c him, n he got himself a gf aredy.. ahh, hope his r/s go smoothly ba.. n dun forget tis frnship man... haha..juz feel happy fer him, he has been admirin ppl havin their own gf, n now his dreams finally came true, finally found someone tat can replace tat gurl who he has long awaited fer..haha.. haiz, once agn tym to slp, tml is another workin dae... way to go.!!

2008-04-05T14:40:00.000+08:00

hmm.. can really feel da stress now..
have so many things that i need to underst n noe as well as remember..
even if da terminology i oso hav to noe it when communcatin its easier to refer to..
facin da junks of words, not gettin any meanin out of it is no fun..
keep starin n gettin help frm others, its so troublesome..
haiz, damn it... its lyk goin to sch, learnin new things, stress on doin da projects..
its been so long since i got tis kinda stress, even my attachment oso dun encounter it..
man, i gonna face it man...
i dun believe i cant...

shall take a rest n try my best.

2008-04-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

okok time for some complaint since i have juz finished washing my face.
todae finally, reached home not after 10pm wan.. but still quite late oso ba..
todae was tryin to figure out da defect tat was given to me 3 daes ago, still dun really noe where to drill in n debug.. tomm showed me how to debug.. but some of da things still not quite underst.. its really quite hrd to suddenly get into a whole big chunk of codes to find da place to debug.. contain those XML kinda files n all tat, tracin it would b so headache man.. den still got those .jar file those method stored inside.. wah wah wah, chiminology man.. in da end it seems lyk da prob doesnt lie with us.. its da system at another side processin da data while manupulatin it causes some prob... anyway, da pay is so proportionate to da diffculty of da work..haha.. wow, i cant imagine sj n tommy first step in dere to work out tis kinda stuff.. its really clueless.. i m afraid tat i might hold bck da team n disappoint them. furthermore, everytym oso ask tommy fer help, he seems to b so shag as he got his things to do oso.. den sometym i ask him xplain, den he might underst in his own mind, but he dunno how to put it in words to xplain to me.. so i dun get it sometyms... its kinda torturin man, dunno tis n tat... den dey start tokin abt something n dey use da terms n all tat, n i was wonderin hmm wats tis n tat... haiz.. whinin n whinin, y not take up da challenge n face it face to face, conquer da defects, make it da moment i c da defect i roughly noe where to go n find n fix it.. everyone is da same, we r all humans wif brains.. i believe its possible... i guess..LOL..

2008-04-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

alright have tym to blog awhile b4 i head fer my beauty rest..
have been in accenture 2 daes aredy.. urm, environment quite gd...
got pantry n all tis kinda things, can take n eat..free n ez...
ppl, quite friendly i guess... left da work, i actually was abit afraid of da JSP stuff, but i find tat its da program n da whole system picture tat i need to worry abt, need to noe how to use tis n tat.. all da new stuffs... had been slowly pickin up.. wif da help of tommy, n sj..
urm, lunch normally go out n eat ba... well, i m quite familiar wif serangoon north tat side as my pri sch was over dere...haha.. hmm compare to baxter da food price of coz will hav to pay normal rate liao whereas baxter is cheap.. den inversely proportionate to da quality.. urm, work wise, accenture is much higher lvl i guess... hmm actually met most of da accenture ppl, but haven really get to noe them more.. urm, todae hav meetin durin meetin TG hav kinda introduced da team member to me... yup.. so i guess its still doin well over dere... alrite tym to rest liao... tis few daes lack of rest...zzz gd nite... urm anyway, juz came bck frm desmond 21st bdae... at da chalet, it was kinda gd.. alot ppl went... he really did organise until quite well, all da necessities r provided, games, MJ, cards, food etc etc.. actually feel lyk stayin over dere n play but hav to go work tml, if i bring along my another suit of shirt den ok le.. hmm, hope i do hav a grand bdae cfelebration too nxt year compare to tis year... damn sad wan.. ok lah...rest tym..!!

2008-03-31T12:58:00.001+08:00

woohoo~ bck in sg since ytd nite but was too tired so blog on da next dae which is todae..
first of all, juz to comment tat REDANG is a beautiful place with beautiful sea.. n......
i got injured dere too, will tell wat had happen later on..

left to meet terence n at bishan dere near terence hse n waitin fer ved n his mum to fetch us to golden mile on thursdae nite.. reached dere quite early as terence scare dere will alwaz b late comers which in da end causes all to come so early n den waited fer quite some tym.. our bus coach is 5 star wan, so while waitin we chatted n joked abit, n oso met jojo's bf, zhan yuan.. quite a tall guy, ez to get along..

when our bus came it was abt 10+ goin to 11 aredy while we r dere since 9+.. boarded da bus with an excitin feelin.. guess tis is da first tym goin overseas w/o my parents, but its not far away though..haha..hmm da bus tat we took actually quite bad lah, no entertainment system wan, muz hav own entertainment system to entertain ourselves.. wonder y oso, its terence dey all book wan.. saw those 1st class wan so gd got personal TV n all tat to watch..

so we set off n pass SG custom as well as MY custom by da second link n den da long journey starts..its until den i realise tat no wonder mummy is afraid durin da nite to travel becoz da expressway in MY is so dark, dere is no lamo on da roads as diff frm SG..haha pai seh, its da first tym passin MY frm state to state at nite den i realse wan.. stopped at somewhere around 2-3 hours of travel to get something to eat n fer toilet brk as well... things r actually quite expensive over dere becoz most of da coaches will merely stop over dere ba, den its fer tourist to spend some money wan..

den after tat its all da way up aredy no stop over unless is toilet brk i guess, we did stop over at a petrol station after tat.. most of us try to slp i guess, but i knew i cant slp wan, so was starin out of da window to c da nites of MY.. its gettin urban n urban as we drove down to our destination..
actually da nites is quite beautiful, its damn alot of stars durin da nite man as compare to sg, its lyk can c all da constellation juz by a view.. actually did vry slowly doze off abit n not vry deep slp.. den awhile den i woke up aredy coz its lyk early in da mornin where da lights start to shine.. as its gettin closer n closer to da destination, its gettin more n more anxious n excitin n hopin to c da island..

i cant imagine i actually travel fer half a dae aredy on bus... i didnt noe it took so long to travel to quite da end of malaysia..haha reach Merang jetty to take da boat to go to redang island.. didnt noe da trip on da boat took so lonng man.. haha lucky neva vomit.. as glad, gigi n terence vomited.. n den finally reached dere at around 10+.. anyway, on da way, saw a pretty babe which jojo had seen her in sch wan..haha was quite a fate at first as we keep seein each other.. anyway, bck on track, reached redang after all tis travel... went fer a short breifin by laguna redang as we r stayin over at their resort.. register fer rooms, book into our rooms, go fer our lunch n rent our snorklin stuffs..

first dae of first activity, coz da gurls r so excitied abt da beautiful beach n wanted to go down fer a swim n snorkle awhile so we changed n went down.. took da first foto near a rock which i merely tried to climbed up but da surface is actually quite slippery.. n den i swim headed to da second rock, climb up, da current kinda strong wash me down n slip n didnt noe tat da rock is so sharp n i jumped out step on a rock n jumped again so i dun step agn but so sway still stepped agn... n i look at myself.. i started bleedin here n dere... bloody hell its lyk 30 mins dere awhile i got injured aredy... WARNING: nxt tym if u wanna go to snorkle n tis kinda places, dun anyhow touch or climb up those rocks n all tat, touch da surface n all tat tink of da safety first b4 doin.. now i noe tat eventually when dere is tsunami n all tat tis rokcs can actually kill a ppl not juz da drownin.. i got my cuts quite deep fer a few wounds on my finger n my toes.. took sometym to stop da bleedin man.. n den i actually got blue black on one of my toes oso... i didnt noe man, coz it was lyk quite pain while walkin n i thot i was due to da pressure of my foot on tat few toes as my da other side of da foot was bleedin tat y i dun dare apply too much pressure on it.. but when after i came out of da beach n see carfully dere was blue black.. zzz.. actually after applyin plaster on da wounds i did go down agn, haha, how can let da wound hinder da main purpose of goin fer to redang.. so die die oso muz go down...

went to snorkle abit can actually c da fishes swimmin around man... da beach is so beautiful its lyk swimmin pools with some fishes inside as compare to sentosa n ECP, its lyk so much diff... went snorklin deeper tis tym avoidin touchin da stupid rock aredy, actually went quite deep but i still can c da bottoms of da sea man, can u imagine how clear da water is... actually wanna kayak or canoe wan but suddenly changed plan to go swimmin if not i wont get injure liao le... :(
haha actually ved, jojo n her bf oso got injured, tink jas got abit too... anyway, went up n den got myself bathed n rest awhile..

aftertat went fer dinner.. haha meals r provided by da resort in buffet kind.. food is alrite alrite only ba.. first dae dinner not bad, second dae lunch not bad... anyway, dinner aredy headed bck to our rooms, actually at nite oso nuthin much to do over dere liao.. other than drinkin n mayb sittin down to play board games at da recreation center or mayb enjoyin da breeze over dere..
gamble durin da nite tym.. n i actually slp through till da nxt mornin, mayb becoz of previous dae travel neva really slp alot ba... nxt dae mornin went fer snorklin trip at da marine park.. omg more fishes n dere r corals over dere man.. beautiful... n once agn my wounds haven recover n needa open up agn.. ;( tis tym glad n jojo didnt go n dey stayed bck fer suntan...

took some fotos over at da marine park under water...haha will upload soon.. went bck to bath n den headed fer lunch n den some of them wanna play MJ, where some of them wanna swim in da swimmin pool.. gld n jo went to swim in da pool as dey both haven touch da water since mornin.. haha so i stayed to play MJ loh... after tat went bck n to room awhile n headed fer dinner... after dinner da grp wanna MJ agn fer those who haven played earlier.. den went fer drink after MJ, not bad.. dere is tis small stage dere where 2 female singer can sing lyk any songs tat u name, even chinese songs althouggh dey r malays..!! asked them to sing a song by Mariah Carey - Without You before headin bck to da room.. actually its quite fast tat 2 daes is over juz lyk tat..

gonna wake up early da nxt dae fer breakfast n den prepare to get on boat on da get bck journey.. actually i kinda get kinda moody as some of them did notice.. hmm oso dunno wats da reason, mayb becoz i m kinda tired n grumpy.. or mayb is some of them really did go over da limit keep sayin abt me.. its as usual dey didnt stop linkin me wif vacuum but some really over did alot da limit sometym its not tat i dun wanna say means u all keep can suanin me, juz tat we come out to play dun wanna destroy da mood.. den keep sayin keep sayin non-stop.. aredy so old liao still dunno da limit wan.. da gou ye yao kan ju ren, suan ren ye yao kan lian she... mood grumpy liao still can keep sayin wan.. n somemore da luck durin MJ really sux man, its lyk nuthin to say, den keep kena suan cannot prove tat i m correct.. even on bus play da dai dee oso keep losin.. dunno y oso... den slowly slowly get moody liao.. or dunno izzit neva c da pretty babe liao.. =X becoz on da bus my sit is alwaz on da single wan.. didnt noe our sits r given lyk tat.. sian den no PSP or wat to play.. lucky in da end got ved's DS lite da mario to lighten me up abit...

anyway, if i wanna go bck redang agn, i will definitely planned well da acitivties to do over dere tis tym... coz after tis 2 daes, i kinda tink tat dere is nuthin much things to do accept fer da water activities, which is da snorklin... should hav went to all da snorklin trip since da dae we reach but well, its over...

2008-03-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

hmm okok, looks lyk kinda long neva blog aredy eh..? hmm, these few daes oso not much activity ba, stayin at home, rottin.. as usual todae, afternooon chatted wif cc awhile n found out tat he actually met his gf durin attachment period, so nice man, lyk those normal workin adult den go to work n saw someone he lyks n try to chase her.. haha, n surprisingly da gf oso quite young.. haha, i dunno, keep alwaz havin da thots that ladies workin in da office r kinda old n is not around our age.. my attachment company oso cant find anyone tat young, youngest mayb 22-24 ba..

chat abt his chase method n how he did it, eventually make da gurl notice him eh.. somemore is those office kind wan.. haha, jing pei jing pei.. should model him rite.. den after tat feel lyk goin to gym n slowly walk to da gym but its not open todae, actually i kinda hav a idea of da gym not openin todae but i juz wanna try my luck n it really neva open.. so slwly walked bck wastin my tym to n bck home.. on da way, tommy's company, accenture called up askin whether m i still free for da job.. so i will b gettin busy real soon, n i hav some studies need to b done soon oso..

anyway, redang trip is nearin, so i will b away fer a few daes, but i guess nobody will miss me wan rite.. tis question i tink is da most stupid question tat i have asked..haha.. so i went to do some research on da island abt da resots, da activities, da fishes, da turtles etc... kinda attractive, hope i can c most of them n try most of da activities, da tym dere seems quite short though.. i tink if ppl who noe how to go dere by their own means of transport n book da package frm da hotel wan is cheaper.. n counted in their currency... well well, hope its n njoyable trips dere.. although its lyk da ppl goin r not those vry steady n playful kind or some pretties.. lol, sayin tis may get me into troubles man.. haha although i wish it were wif some nice bunch of mixture of guys n gurls, playful handsomes n playful pretties.. too bad my life is lyk tat.. not much exposure to them..haha.. ahhh... guess i should b lyin on bed now le ba.. should rest early more often..
have a great nights..!

2008-03-16T07:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ytd ytd, went to tommy's company fer interview.. ytd's weather is gd, sunshine, finally sun's out.. after interview, went to bobo hse to play MJ wif leon guang as well as bobo himself.. den after tat went fer dinner at yishun dere.. den after tat accompany leon go bck to change as he kinda gian wanna drink alcohol n i oso abit. initially he wanna go mos wif drk wan.. but i wan some place to juz sit down n relax to drink insteawd of those places.. so decided to go to bugis tat retro pub which i kinda long tym neva go le.. so headed down to bugis meetin drk n nut.. den went dere to my disappointment tat pub had stopped workin aredy, n its changed to rystal jade.. n actually tat whole stretch of pub is lyk gone aredy only left a few.. most of the shops over dere is either converted to those eatin cafetery if not those sell dessert wan.. its so wasted man, tat environment so gd wonder y tear down, da ambience so gd lah.. den hav no choice changed location went to CHIJMES to drink loh, walked around n in da end went bck to insomia where me n drk n yue xing went fer a drink tat tym ah.. coz drk wanna ate something.. den nut order a flamin lambo str8 away..haha power so stress man to drink up all while da waitress is dere waitin.. i ordered margarita neva try b4 wanna try it.. not bad but da magarita dere uses wrong cup fer me le.. n leon order beer... haha as fer drk we all noe he cant drink.. den started to chat loh... den after tat dey wanna changes places, so we started walkin to town.. den walk n walk to cathay.. nut need a toilet.. den he was hungry liao, guess tat flamin lambo burn out all da food in da stomach den we walk to cine fer da xin wang.. haha den we ate supper dere as usual order da maggie mee.. we frm drinkin alcohol to drinkin nai cha man.. power rite... haha but its really more of a gatherin chit chat than wanna drink n drink ba.. chat until quite late lyk 4.30 den started movin our ass bck home.. reached home lyk 5.30 n started slpin at 6 tis mornin but durin 12 aredy woke up.. juz couldnt slp more liao..haha... can u imagine we eventually slwoly walk frm bugis to cine...bo bian no car is lyk tat wan... haha..

2008-03-14T09:28:00.000+08:00

its practically rainin everydae since last sat i guess..every mornin when i woke up de tymin sure is sky dark dark wan.. how is it suppose to rain everydae when da clouds need to hav enuff water stored in it by evaporation of da water..lol.. everydae rain, wanna step out of hse oso sian.. even if no rain wanna step out oso dunno wanna do wat or wanna go wher.. my my rite ear n my head is juz so pain, wonder y oso... due to "wind" which da old ppl alwaz say ba.. wan dan liao loh, so young aredy got tis kinda thing liao.. haiz... rot n rot...

2008-03-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

dae pass dae, dae by dae.. it aint hrd to pass.. but passin dae by dae pointlessly is hrd..
anyway, muz watch finish jumper.. quite a nice movie, but quite a funny endin oso..
how gd would it b to hav a ability lyk a jumper eh.. hmm was wonderin wat would i do if i had the ability of a jumper.. would i b da same as him..? haha, but its cool man, go anywher wif no worries... its juz too cool if someone really develop tis kinda power...haha.. dream on..

2008-03-08T16:11:00.000+08:00

n its over.. simple n easy as i expect..

alrite, nuthin much, went to waraku wif terence n jojo fer dinner..
walk around, wif shifu terence to all da face wash lab n shops..
learn abit here n dere..

last stop is at cathay..
went in to this shop call "WHAT HE WANTS"
the moment i step in, tis sweet face sales girls revealed her smile.
i get attracted to sweet smiles.
walked around da shop c da face thingy n got perfume oso.
den she like wanna attend to us lyk tat..
den terence bought a small anti-blemish cream fer me to try loh.
put me as da experiment mouse.. haha to say tat in simple.. haha jokin..
hmm, n i told jojo n terence tat is exactly da kind of gurl tat i m lookin fer..
coz before tat, dey r alwaz guessin abt my ideal type..
dunno why, lookin at her face is kinda attractive n attracts me to give her another look..
lastly walked out of da shop n thanked her.. n her smile once agn..

sit sit rot rot at starbucks, chit chat den went home liao.

tats all fer da dae man.. haha.. thanks for da accompany..

2008-03-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

okok alrite alrite.. at tis moment of tym my last breath to blog..haha..
hmm rite now, durin tis tym, below r da list of ppl who wished me.. its in ORDER..

1. candy
2. alex(tse wei)
3. jian ying
4. yunn miin(mm)
5. nut
6. ai ling
7. CJ

n tats all.... haha sad rite, n candy u r da first one.. so surpirse rite... all, ah, all busy cabal-in until forget ah, wat craft tis n tat lah.. LOL, some even angry abt needa to pay da guild fees lah..
frm tis u can c how not famous i m liao rite.. n how bo xim those ppl..LOL..

haha alrite alrite kiddin lah... got xim can liao ba, order dun need ba..

hmm actually dun tink its something special oso le.. so old le.. juz a dae, 24hours n it will b gone.. anyway, nite.. gonna rest early..

2008-03-07T05:33:00.000+08:00

hmm..alrite take sometime to come n blog le.. haven been workin fer daes.. not feelin vry nice here..haha dunno y... human is tis cheap, when got work alwaz tink of wanna rest den whine abt da work, now i kinda feel tat at least go to work is better rather than stayin at home wastin tym.. dunno y i juz hav tis kinda feelin.. hmm, kinda wandered off my thots to other things, its kinda scary when i hav nuthin to do, tend to tink abit further n i decided to head to da gym to carry some weights so my mind wont really tink much man.. if not stayed at home to cabal loh.. ytd juz went out to meet alex at vivo.. had a nice chattin session wif him, long tym no c den c le chat not bad.. vivo tat side not bad, still got a few girls around to c.. wonderin when is my turn to get a gf, haha.. n todae starts da dae of IT show le, most of my poly mates r workin in da show to earn big money, hope dey earn alot in da show ba..n...... treat me eat..hahahaha.. wait long long lah hor...

2008-03-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

okok tym to blog.. super kinda lazy to blog fer a few daes after i end my job..
i tio pok aredy as in fired..haha no lah.. dey dun need any ppl to help out aredy so i m out..
lookin fer new job to earn money.. after da last dae, intend to slack out but in da end neva as its quite late, so went home.. da nxt dae, woke up around da usual tym, nua alittle on bed, den get up to prepare to get to go fer my hair cut appointment.. after tat met tc n an unusual gang tat i normally wont meet wan. james, sq n gf, adeline, nut n gf n yap meng.. LOL kinda weird rite.. at first i oso dunno y met up.. after my hair cut n tc finish his interview we kinda sit down n chat chat fer quite a few hours b4 dey comme, damn power wan.. eat eat chat chat den go home liao, tats how da first none workin dae is spent.. da nxt dae which is todae, kena woke up by my father, asked me to follow him down to weide hse to do something.. den stay at weide hse, chat chat wif hong den he left fer his shoppin.. den after tat weide woke up den i slack awhile at his hse n den went out fer dinner.. after dinner chat chat wif him frm 8 lyk tat till 1 den meet his another frn ethen out who got a bike but its a gentle guy.. kinda weird huh.. go eat supper at amk.. den chat chat till 2 plus den start to go home n so till now which is half an hour ago? or less i reached home.. tat is how da second dae is spent.. power..