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(Tuesday, February 09, 2010-)
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Gloomy bear picture just describes how i am feeling when again somebody say about my hair.

well, these few days sure is quite a few interesting things happen.
firstly, talking about my second hair stylist who is a female that i found recently that
she can cut my hair quite well to my expectation. Somemore the place she working is so near my house, its just inside yew tee point, the Zenn salon. Remember the first time i went in and she helped me cut my hair, and i was very satisfy. For the pass few times, i didnt really book appointment with Sani, my first hair stylist, to cut my hair as his schedule sometimes quite pack and it takes time for me to travel to find him for a hair cut. So for the pass few times, i have been looking for esther, my second hair stylist's name, to cut my hair. she did a great job and give another new short hair style for me but however, it just merely pass the standards of my working place or perhaps fail. but i kind like the style that she gave me. Superior's has been commenting on my hair, some specs are also doing it. get really fed up some time. The standards to short are there just that the back upper part is abit longer but below still having the slope and sides are still short. Anyways back to the main thing is that, last few session esther told me that she will be going back to msia to prepare for her birth of another child. At that moment i kind of felt i have a emotional connection with her. And she also told me that most prolly she will not be coming back to work although the company did ask her to come back. oh man, my heart kinda dropped. I think through a few sessions when she cut my hair while talking to her makes me have a kind of motherly feeling. I wonder she treats all her customer that way but definitely for sure i know to me she is not a just a hair stylist and customer, is those kind of friendly relationship. I just found a good hair stylist and not loong she is gonna leave. I have thought of buying some gift for that baby as a appreciation for her mummy's good servicing of my hair. I really feel like doing it bt wonder will it be abit over the limit. haha. haiz~~

last weekend while i was out in town with chau chua, ceed and bobo was walking down the town looking for things to shop but to no avail, guess i have given up hope on CNY clothes liao. Anyways, something interesting happen in cine's toilet. While all of us walking into the toilet and i am the second person walking behind chau chau and the rest is behind me, saw this girl who just walked out from the female toilet looking stunned, is walking in the direction of the male toilet, it was like a T-junction where the male and female toilets facing each other and the exit is to their side. i stood awhile at the exit door looking at the girl thinking what is she going to do in the male toilet and suddenly she turn as if she really forgets the way out and instead head towards the male toilet. she seems to be quite embrassed as i was looking at her and kinda smile it off at her. And she faster change her direction and walk with her head down feeling shy, and as i was about to enter the gents i take a last look at her again and before she go off, she turn back at look at me. i gave her a teasing smile and i walked into the gents. haha, she was not bad looking, blur and cute. haha the way her face expressed the embrassement is cute. ahh~~ what a situation.

CNY is coming soon but i will be spending day2 in that freaking place.

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(Thursday, February 04, 2010-)
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How short is short, how long is long??
I always keep whining abt this, as this really concerns me alot.
freak.Hell.
Do i really do not know how to gauge it, or is their standard to high??
Everytime it revolves around hair issue.
Damn.
I have been spending money on cutting hair due to a short period of growth
and they consider it as "LONG". OMG!!
really driving me crazy soon, thats one thing i so hate abt that place which makes me
even more not wanting to distrupt and just use the leave so that i serve finish the whole term
and FUCK IT! off i go out that sucky place.
Is there no leeway to leave abit of hair for some good-looking purpose??
damn again.
They fucking think i very rich, every 2 weeks go cut hair.
fucking fed up........

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(Tuesday, January 05, 2010-)
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once again blog when something really bads happen to me.
haiz, today is just not my day.
need to present some WITS shit, thought its in the afternoon but
to my mistake, its actually 9 in the morning.
dont have enough time to teach sheng long what to present and just last min
teaching. went down to meeting str8 after morning duty post.
freaking rushing here and there, missed my 2nd breakfast.
have to rush to send the presentation slide through that freaking slow OA.
didnt know anything abt sending presentation slides for them. nobody told me what to do.
suck a cock up, the WITS shit is actually not my responsiblility but dunno why it
just seems like i am handing it, hardest part is i do my own things, sec comm do his own, but i have to present his too. everytime he is away, i got alot shit to do.
After presentation over, got reprimanded of hair long which i seriously dont think
my hair is really that long. I really hate the standards in there man. Its too high for god damn sake, its like i have to cut my hair every 2 weeks, is as well as can be say is better to cut botak so it can last longer. Need an image but have to compromise the standards in there, is really sucks.
all my other mates at other places dont really have such a high standards and hair is really longer than mine by alot. Freaking hell place to be in. Totally run out of mood for the day, almost fcuked my section for nothing but trying to control emotions to work. still at the verge of managing anger. i wonder when will i explode again.
hope it will be better tomorrow!

anyway, sometimes really think back, dunno is i do not have much initiative enough or what, ppl by chance saw an old friend's facebook birthday, wished her birthday and started chatting and going out and gettin along together, just a happy birthday message would spark off the fire. Maybe i should start to b alittle bit active already. read some zodiac thing saying that this year may find love blossom during july to sept those few months, haha wonder is it true. ah~~ really admire my that friend, he is actually an average looking guy, not vry fit though those plum plum kind but also can get a girl. haha so dont ever look down on ppl, but i didnt. i advised him steps but i ownself cannot make it. LOL. saw their photos, girl seems not bad either, but is a rich girl who stay kebangan there. How i wish i was him, haha. good catch.

tml on duty! sian.......

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(Sunday, December 27, 2009-)
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ahh~~! actually wanna blog ytd but it was amazing, i dozed off while sleeping down watching some videos. haha and the great thing is i dont feel any uncomfortable at all, i just went deep into the world.

anyways, i kinda find that nowadays my father is so into religious and the only topic he starts with me is not go overseas leisure, not how am i doing and stuffs like that but its about religious asking me when i free when can go with him to here n there do some volunteer work. GOSH, the days are all just nice on my duty day, i wonder its fated or what somehow. haiz, sometimes i feel kind of turn off, cause the moment he talks to me is those kind of things, i understand need to serve and help ppl, but i am really busy, okay sometimes i really feel lazy but i just feels like he wants to force everything into me! even if i told him i m on duty on this coming 29th n 30th i dismount cant go to where he wanna bring me, he keeps asking. i have no leave to spare just nice. i feel that i really have generation gap with him man, i dont see this in other ppl's dad. seriously after when i was young that time, the last place i remember he bring us out is har par villa and my memories just stop there. we didnt even go overseas tgt n stuff even if go overseas is to go settle some religious stuffs. he is just too holy into the thing, whats the diff between him and those other religious out there trying to psycho ppl to join their religious?

and that is it. i just hope that when i am ppl's father next time i wont do tis to my old child.

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(Tuesday, November 24, 2009-)
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Hello World!

I am back here to rant.
Basically i had a sweet good dream yesterday. hahs.
Damn how good would it be if its a real one.

Anyway, thinking right now I am still stuck in the same position,
as in still a normal young chap who have no where progress to success.
My boss CJ, is now getting onto and understanding all the shares and stuffs,
his knowledge has since widen about the world and their business.
I wanna start to learn but where do i exactly start from??
i where he starts and really start looking into sg's shares.

Leon, who always seems to have million dollars hidden uner him and his
million dollars plan is progressing well. Saw a post on facebook, he even can
afford a 4-RM flat which is a kind of good investment i see there. How the
hell he got so much money from?? probably is from the secret business he has
been doing.

i just felt that when the time has come they will just emerge from the poors and
stand out as the rich enjoyinging their luxury life. So just where the hell should i start from.
i dont even have a bloody capital to start with, dont even have an idea to start improving my
knowledge of this world's business.

And, just found out on facebook, our dear ys, has a girlfriend. Congrats, haha.
Sometimes talk to him seems weird but he do attracts and his girlfriend doesnt look
bad at all. They are just compatible with each other. Getting in girlfriend while in NS is
such a challenging mission and he did it. WOW! hope he doesnt end up like one of our friend,
chee chuan, who disappear and never appear again when he is attached.

All this really set me thinking again......

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(Friday, October 30, 2009-)
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alright man, had great fun with project bangkok!
well well, i guess it has too much to say. n its my first overseas trip by plane.
i guess pictures will tell it all.

but its too many to upload over here!

haha just some preview ba.

oh man oh man, how i wish i still there, provided i have the money.

i guess its time to start to go back my meal routine.

find that i am gettin flatter and flatter. damn.

that's so not nice. ;(

hope i can still manage the meals.

lets hit back on more chest, back, and shoulders.

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(Friday, October 23, 2009-)
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OMG OMG. haha so excited.
today's dismount seems extraordinary than other dismount. :)
such a cheerful day man. haha.
BECAUSE, it will be my first time taking a plane but is a budget plane to bangkok!
yea, kinda mountain turtle. haha.
oh man, my virgin flight given to budget. nvm, hope next time i can take a higher end plane.
already prepared all the things, will be tonning over at aiport with fellow mates.
our flight is early in the morning!
hope the trip goes smoothly, and nothing happen over there. (touch wood)
alright till then, will post some photos are here since my blog is kinda dry everytime w/o photos.
Plus i think now nobody bypass here liao.

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