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(Thursday, March 25, 2010-)
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Suddenly my mood for today changed.
It just happen, just a split seconds and my world falls apart.
went to the salon near my house here as usual when i needed a haircut.
just that today i knew it would be the last time i am going to see my hairstylist.
But when i reached, like usual, i told anyone working in there i needed a hair cut,
normally they would know that i am here for esther, but this time round they broke the news,
i was told that esther had already went back to conceive.
My heart dropped and my mind just went blank.
I was suppose to have a last hair cut with her today but she is gone, so sudden.
somehow i felt that my hair is gonna be in trouble.
feeling down and sad, i decided to gave the salon a chance to try out other hairstylist as esther said some are quite good. but i guess that particular one who help me cut really got me even more sad after looking at my hair when she cut finish.
It just kinda worsen my thoughts for my favourite hairstylist, really kinda miss her haircut skills. haiz, i just dunno why i have this very special kind of emotional connection with esther.
She is just like a second mum to me, who cared more about me, feels good when she cut my hair, she really knows what i wanted and the style that suits me. On the second line, she seems like my counsellor, talking to her about my job just lightens up my bad mood sometimes.
I heard that she went back on last sat as she really needs to rest and is not feeling well with the big stomach. Initially wanted to buy some baby stuff for her outcoming baby, but it just seems that i don't need to buy already. haiz, i really feel kinda sad man, its hard to describe that kind of feeling. just so moodless now. Somemore, the current hairstylist cut my hair until quite short, all the shape is gone, my head now seems like a square shape. OMFG! it really saddens me more. haiz.
I thought i could have a last hai cut from her before she goes off and i oso feel good wishing her and hoping if she can come back to work after giving birth but she just left in aa hurry.
She is gone....... so is my heart.......
now i wonder whether i wanna gave another chance because my hair is not anyone can cut, i once risked it and i found somebody who knows how to cut it and know my requirements but left just like that. haiz...
still pondering over whether i should go back when my hair is long or i just go back to find sani...
I am afraid when i got back, memories start to struck in when it turns out bad... haiz... sadded..
the story ends like this;
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