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(Tuesday, January 05, 2010-)
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once again blog when something really bads happen to me.
haiz, today is just not my day.
need to present some WITS shit, thought its in the afternoon but
to my mistake, its actually 9 in the morning.
dont have enough time to teach sheng long what to present and just last min
teaching. went down to meeting str8 after morning duty post.
freaking rushing here and there, missed my 2nd breakfast.
have to rush to send the presentation slide through that freaking slow OA.
didnt know anything abt sending presentation slides for them. nobody told me what to do.
suck a cock up, the WITS shit is actually not my responsiblility but dunno why it
just seems like i am handing it, hardest part is i do my own things, sec comm do his own, but i have to present his too. everytime he is away, i got alot shit to do.
After presentation over, got reprimanded of hair long which i seriously dont think
my hair is really that long. I really hate the standards in there man. Its too high for god damn sake, its like i have to cut my hair every 2 weeks, is as well as can be say is better to cut botak so it can last longer. Need an image but have to compromise the standards in there, is really sucks.
all my other mates at other places dont really have such a high standards and hair is really longer than mine by alot. Freaking hell place to be in. Totally run out of mood for the day, almost fcuked my section for nothing but trying to control emotions to work. still at the verge of managing anger. i wonder when will i explode again.
hope it will be better tomorrow!
anyway, sometimes really think back, dunno is i do not have much initiative enough or what, ppl by chance saw an old friend's facebook birthday, wished her birthday and started chatting and going out and gettin along together, just a happy birthday message would spark off the fire. Maybe i should start to b alittle bit active already. read some zodiac thing saying that this year may find love blossom during july to sept those few months, haha wonder is it true. ah~~ really admire my that friend, he is actually an average looking guy, not vry fit though those plum plum kind but also can get a girl. haha so dont ever look down on ppl, but i didnt. i advised him steps but i ownself cannot make it. LOL. saw their photos, girl seems not bad either, but is a rich girl who stay kebangan there. How i wish i was him, haha. good catch.
tml on duty! sian.......
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