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(Saturday, October 14, 2006-)
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the effect is takin over me agn...but b4 tat i shall post b4 i slp... i guess i should hav quite alot of things to post abt ba.. went to sch wif a slow slow mind todae, due to da medication of da effect... everything seems so slow, even my thot... well, alot of things happen, n its best at tis slow slow tym, to slowly tink it over...
finish sch early todae, got a bit feelin wanna go home rest b4 goin fer ronnie precious ptn dinner at marina de steamboat... but in order to to oso cj, i hav to stay bck wif him n accompany him till 3.30 as he say he got meetin...no choice wat, can i do, i bounded by tis... but thien hoon oso felt lonely den accompany us, play some warcraft3 in lab...well, played dere fer lyk half da dae... at abt 3 yh, bobo, n nut came in n thien hoon left us... den after tat went to marina to meet our class n den head fer seamboat...well, on da bus was squeezy n den dere is tis philippines urm a female n 2 guys... coz edward was sittin beside as we suggested that he sit down can save space fer a paasenger to get on board...den at da stop wher they wanna alight, da lady wanna come out, but too squeeezy n u noe edward, yea... den i tink edward accidentally step on da lady feet or wat becasue shao xiang keep pushin him lyk wanna make fun only ...den i juz repeat wat da lady say, n da lady said bck:"u tink its so funny"...hehe n i neva say anything, den shao xiang keep sayin wat wat wat...vry loud...den da guy who aredy came down da bus felt kinda angry n shuted fuck u den ask shao xiang to come down...lol, but shao xiang dun even giv a damn abt it man...haha tink he everytym tio prob wif ppl wan...haha cant believe my kindergarden mate become so got guts man...tat side prob haven settle den wanna find another prob...haha nice style...bravery tat i respect... den reach da destination, den eat eat eat loh... well, abit of commodation around here n dere... den after tat ronnie went off n den we went to town intend to catch a movie but run out of movie to watch n den tym slot sux... anyway at tat tym left me, candy, cj, kevin, kelvin, sherliat, wen jen... but after tat candy went off wif her frn who is drvin some nice car man.... den da remainin went to NYDC to hav a drink n den went off liao, lucky got last train...
ok now some serious stuff to tok abt... some reflection need to b done by u n of coz i will do my own reflection...sometym i neva say anything n i luff doesnt mean i dun feel irritated... somehow i c our friednship is dere, n i tell myself juz forget it n move on...i dun wish to really flare up, n poof even frn oso no need to b...but if u do it overboard, i shall shoot all da things bck to u n i dun giv a damn abt u.... how ppl treat me is how i treat ppl bck...althou sometym i do joke, n i use my frn as joke, my tone sounds not serious n i tink my frns can underst.... or if my tone is harsh abit i shall apologize but i got no means to hurt... sometym pls reflect on ur own attitude when u r wif ur frns n wif a gurl...its totally diff, tink abt it.... it is juz bias in ur mind... u thot u r so cool n everything is under ur hand n control, but tink agn, u r juz some irritatin thick face person n kinda childish thot at tyms.... noe y ppl hate u, is only when u reflect on ur actions n ur attitude towards ppl...althou i try to change my mindset towards u, but da irritant juz kept my mindset fix dere, becoz in da past u hav done so many irritatin things tat my mindset is juz fix... well, sometym u ask some questioon i do scold u USD its becoz i felt irritated... i really dun lyk to make enemy wif anyone but if i m force to do so, i hav to choice but to do it...sometym pls b sensitive in ur action, wat u say, n pls tinkk thru ur mind b4 comin out of ur mouth... n mayb perhaps thru tis u will underst y u cant get da gurl u lyk....yes frns r dere to help, but pls sometym b paiseh abit, n i juz fcukiin demand a thanks or wat or to show an appreciation, n make fun of u in order to let u learn but u fcukin make saracstic comment bck.... i tink tis is really alot to write abt it....i dun feel lyk writin le, really, spoilt da mood of slpin... ask around ur frns wat dey tink of u, n u will b shocked by da negative true comment made by them.... i itnkk i shall need a change in study environment... if i stay in dere, i m alwaz bounded by ur words.... tats all man...gd nites....
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