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(Monday, July 30, 2007-)
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woohoo~, great to b online bck once agn... now not outside my hse, not at da staircase in between the floors but its sittin rite in front of my computer typin the blog...haha... thanks to ceed for the router to stand by while i look around for my router to buy... hmm... too bad his router cannot hold 2 computer.. if not i would pay him the money... hmm nvm...
anyway, FYP report finish le...left GPA assignment 2 needa do... ahh... report writin abit sian... fall in to deep thot sometyms... tinkin abt tym passin, analysin something on my mind...
where to find a remedy..
to stop the bitter melody..
in order to reach the serenity..
to regain your pretty...
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omg... i cant imagine i m in tis place man... n do u noe wher i m...? i m at outside my hse de staircase tappin on net so hrd, dependin on 1mpbs n vry low signel strength...lol... n da stupid shit thing is my router spoil liao... 2 daes ago... n everything turns outside down... modem oso spoil together...i tink i m down on luck aredy man... suppose to giv her a surperise to cheer her up but becoz of tis stupid shit router spoil eerything was ruin... n totlly ruin... not in plan oso... damn sad... haiz... nvm ba.... pass le... still tat same dull face of hers... wonder hows she doin le... hope she can get better.... its lyk now i communcatin lesser wif her liao, no msges n msn toks le... hope she is doin well on her own... m i doin alot much fer juz a frn sometyms i m wonderin...? hmm tink i gonna go bch home le, later ppl thot i some stalker or wat anyhow install camera den c ppl...lol... bye... till den until my router is bck to normal or i bought a new router...
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(Thursday, July 26, 2007-)
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hmm... i noe it isnt goin anywhere agn... actually nuthin hav been done to start her mission... or mayb she dun even wanna start it... cant force, no choice... da moment i saw fotos still inside her wallet n hp, nuthin has been done...n realize tat she actually neva put down although most of da tym we msg lyk she has aredy put downh.... i knew she gonna brk tat promise, even dere is da promise it oso doesnt change anything... met her todae, after some tokin, n dere is goes startin to tok abt her ex agn...n everytym is lyk tat...its not changin, she dun realize her self oso... tats y its kinda rewinded herself, her uncounsious mind juz do it herself...wat she gonna do first is of coz clear her wallet n all those shit off... tats da vry basic thing she muz do, but i cant say it to her.. da base lyk haven set up, how can b firm on forgettin... i juz wanna let her noe tat actually dere is other ppl who can giv her care n concern oso not juz tat guy... coz he is lyk only rely on tat guy, whenever she is sad, it juz link to tat guy... dere is no way i can help her if she doesnt help herself in da first place, she juz dun wanna accept da reality.... throw those away.... now is wat she ownself really wans...? wat is her choice, she oso cant decide, wonder how to help her... so many of her frn is wantin to c her happy agn... but she juz cant c da logic.... i tink i needa do da replcement man... mayb i juz sacrifice ba, although she treat me as replacement den let it b ba, at least she is happy...n mayb after awhile if she is stable den i shall let go ba.... but can i...? really no idea....
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(Wednesday, July 25, 2007-)
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no sch todae...lesson cancel...so satyed at home to do report.... suddenly was clickin n listenin to chinese song, n den i was stuck at chu ci zi wai tis song frm mornin till now which i juz close only...lol... dunno y suddenly hang dere den go find da lyrics...
Say Goodnight Goodnight, thank you for staying with me for the whole night
Close your eyes, be quiet, I understand that you have your own fears/uncertainties
I have seen many 'opportunes'/'not enough time' I have only met the present you
whether you are accept or leave, I hope to stay for a while
apart from this, you should understand, I really like to see your smile
so I wait, again and again; actually, I do that (the waiting) pretty happily
apart from this, regretfully, I still can't open up your heart
and if you need somebody, i'm sure that i'll be there and i won't walk away
So goodbye, goodnight, i hate to see you feel uncomfortable
it's alright, i'm fine, seems like this story will never end
you haven't found out about many details, you only know/recognise the present me
whether you stay or walk away, I'm gonna stay for a while
apart from this, i want you to understand, i really like to look at/see your smile
so I wait, again and again; actually, I do that (the waiting) pretty happily
apart from this, regretfully, I still can't open up your heart
and if you need somebody, i'm sure that i'll be there
apart from this, i am still waiting, you heart will eventually open up for me
but if you need somebody you know that i'll be there and i won't walk away, won't walk away
da translated to english version.... not bad rite... well, hav suddenly turn on da light bulb n tink positive, accept the challenge...still got a long way to go...should smile n stay happy alwaz...kkz lah so tired liao go slp le....gd nite...
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(Tuesday, July 24, 2007-)
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the lyrics of chi xin jue dui can describe me lyk 85%....
lookin out at my window, da dark sky, with the cold breeze blowin in, which had rain juz earlier on... juz in tym to found out da info of tis cute little cake sellin de shop n den bad things comes happenin agn... wondered y i felt so synchronize to u oso... when ur mood goes down, so as mine... tis vry feelin is so hrd to describe.. i noe tat he revive u b4 n he is tat damn great but humans do change, n so he changed.... i wonder i can be compared to him or dere's no way i can even hav a chance to compare.. i cant step into the door, the door looks lyk its still lock and someone is still inside... i tried vry hrd to open the door n let tat person out so i can step in to the other side of the door...it wouldnt b gd if i force open the door and break in... in da end i will oso be out of the door.... do i have the chance..?
All love that has not friendship for its base,Is like a mansion built upon the sand.
Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship -- never.
i kinda believe in the 2 phrase above... hope m really up da base....
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(Thursday, July 19, 2007-)
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hmm....in da end, still bck to sq... it juz not gettin anywhere...i guess mayb go by ceed's way, or go by minglee way.... haha... haiz stand up, crumble stand up crumble, self abuse, hurt own body, depression.... cannot let go, keep tinkin.... sometym tinkin is it worth a not... make until urself lyk... haiz... so jia lat man... is dere only a guy left in da world....
anyway, paste minglee da link ask her to c, haha coz see she tis kinda small small size wan sure hav a reaction wan...haha den chat wif her liao loh, since so long neva chat.... mayb askin a gurl solution on how to solve it is better.... wonder when will she turn ok, da real normal... mayb da only cure is tat guy...tat bastard...
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(Wednesday, July 18, 2007-)
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hmm...while bloggin, i m takin a sip of milk, listenin to an old song by li sheng jie... haha..
well, todae... hmm lets tok abt wat ne... hmm my msn private msg..which is "The most venomous posion that is yet to find an instant cure for it : Love". no color no tase, when it strikes... haha...its effect, da more u tink of da more da posion anticipate into ur brain n ur heart... causin servere mixed feelins in the body....
juz went to check out da exam tym table, n indeed it is out... 15 aug one 1 paper to take... its an afternoon paper oso... so after tat is happy tyms...realise tat a sem passed as fast as it is... goin to go attachment liao le...
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(Tuesday, July 17, 2007-)
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i wonder is it gd or is it bad....
somehow things seems to b settled... but i wonder do i really help in da case of itself, or wif bias... i hope not in bias... n fer wat i c i hope she doesnt get disappointed agn.. my L sense doesnt seems to agree totally...haha... nvm, well things cant b force, it juz come naturally ba... somehow great to c her bck on track n evolved...
n i gonna go rest le....
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(Monday, July 16, 2007-)
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da only word i can say is haiz...
juz help finish ytd tinkin tat it will b a better tml fer her... n dere when i m not bside she started agn... anyway dun say until i so wei da oso lah, while tokin tryin to psycho her brain, she still got thots of her bf when i walked her home... i really dunno how i can help her le man...seein her in tis kinda state makes me really feel sad fer her... coz normally seen is lyk gurl play guy wan, but tym round is da other way round... n all by all after all advise n opinion given, she still dun wanna face up...i mean its her in herself... nobody cant help her only but herself, wat i can do is tok her to her senses, but it seems tat da fog in her mind is still too strong n she can c da path to da rite direction...still wantin tat guy to come bck... if da relationship was strong y will intro a 3 party in..? tis is da vry quest... tat factor... she still dun accept... even my priscilla jie jie 5 years or mayb 6 7 years of relationship oso brk down lah... sometym tis kinda thing is cant b force wan, it juz happen... haiz.. tat gd gurl, juz felt not worth fer her man.... mayb she would hav to go da hrd way, tat is to let her do watever she wants n cant get da reply den slowly slwoly died down, but it will take longer tym...
dear god n deities above, pls protect my tis frn who hav gone all da way down more to hell sufferin tat excruciatin tormentation in her mind n her heart...pls relieve of her pain n let her c da path... make her wake up, n c tat real guy face...got a feelin tat da guy is lyk actin emo in class to get her suffer in her mind... if he noe tis will happen he shouldnt intro da third party in liao lah den gettin self emo meh...? dumbbell oso noe tis lah....
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(Sunday, July 15, 2007-)
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hehe...mornin get a all frm boy, askin me to go work...well, juz helpin out at wisma todae ba... reach work at around 2 plus lyk tat... now wisma got abit more ppl le.. hmm, todae got a gurl come do ear piercin, haha...she vry vry super scare, wanna pierce but scare pain, den lyk wanna cry lyk tat..den i keep tokin to her say lyk gurl younger lyk age 16 or younger oso come n pierce n not scare, den she reply i m 16...lol tis gurl dun look 16 man, but she tokin those overseas ang moh.. den i ask her wher she frm , she say australia...lol... small small build kind loh... den chanel all over n those branded things.... den she keep sittin dere dunno wanna pierce anot... should hav ask fer her email den b penpal..LOL... kiddin kiddin... coz juz now i haven even draw da dot on her hear juz holdin on to da marker, her tears drop liao...haha...
den another wan is those gurl lyk wear 3 shorts wan den wear slipper den carry a leather bag wan... those kind... not bad... haha everytym go to work is to c gurls...so not gd rite...lol...
den after tat meet up wif lin lin, had to hav a tok wif her man... went to hk cafe eat awhile den chat chat den went home le loh... dd did a gd deed agn... haiz, sometyms i was tinkin y when a guy got a gd gf he wont cherish wan lei...she indeed is those kind of gurl tat i tink hrd to find liao le ba... den sad over those kinda guy... sometym really feel lyk whackin da guy USD if i was in da sch....lol... but its better not... hav to control....lol
aiyah...tink hav a gd nite rest le ba....wan an
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(Saturday, July 14, 2007-)
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ooh so fast... past 2 weeks of da month le... lol, tml its a relax dae fer me agn... no work... hurray... but means no money oso boo~... haha... uploaded tis song which i kinda lyk oso... umbrella will b on da second place... haha...
hm... todae got xiao pink to c... size not bad... face alrite alrite only... saw her in fc4 earlier todae but later in da evenin at T19 dere... so bored nuthin to blog abt... hmm... ever wonder sometym although when dere is eye contact wif a stranger wif gd response bck, it still doesnt make a diff... how does u make use of the gd response to make a diff in stranger n up to frn lvl...? haha, tis is a nice quest to ask...
hmm...todae bro neva book out.. home will lyk weekdae period w/o him...
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(Friday, July 13, 2007-)
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borin shit tis few daes...catchin bugs in FYP... still crawlin to finish da GPA n heart become sian half when heard tat GPA still got another assignment...

another cute knut foto here... lol... dunno wat he doin oso sia...
tis few daes r bored... life is bored... how ah...? no fun lei... where to find fun... i kinda feel lyk i m da di shi tian in da show feng yun 2... juz tat i cant live tat long as him....lol...
congrats Mr.CJ on gettin his license at da price of $1100++ of money spent on drivin... cheap huh... suddenly feel lyk drivin oso leh....
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(Saturday, July 07, 2007-)
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went to watch TRANSFORMER todae wif guang, alex, yh, chalk, leon.. the show, is totally awesome man, nice graphics... nice transforms... total excitin, it juz keep me at my edge of the sit.. its juz so cool... guess tis is one nice movie to b kept in my hrd disk oso...
went to have a steamboat wif colleagues of bits n pieces as dedy invited me to go coz its ah boy last month of work, so ppl invite liao i dun go abit pai seh... so i went n ate, den home i came...
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(Thursday, July 05, 2007-)
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mayb i should juz do wat guang say, threw it away fer a few weeks..
i should hav bring myself bck to my main target, gettin bigger in size n not let it delay..
alrite, i suddenly got a lykin in polar cubs... n i found tis....


its name is call knut...the baby polar is sborn in berlin n his bro had aready died... so left tis cute little bear around... haha find it quite cute, how i wish i could kepp one as pet n train him properly...
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