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(Thursday, July 26, 2007-)
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hmm... i noe it isnt goin anywhere agn... actually nuthin hav been done to start her mission... or mayb she dun even wanna start it... cant force, no choice... da moment i saw fotos still inside her wallet n hp, nuthin has been done...n realize tat she actually neva put down although most of da tym we msg lyk she has aredy put downh.... i knew she gonna brk tat promise, even dere is da promise it oso doesnt change anything... met her todae, after some tokin, n dere is goes startin to tok abt her ex agn...n everytym is lyk tat...its not changin, she dun realize her self oso... tats y its kinda rewinded herself, her uncounsious mind juz do it herself...wat she gonna do first is of coz clear her wallet n all those shit off... tats da vry basic thing she muz do, but i cant say it to her.. da base lyk haven set up, how can b firm on forgettin... i juz wanna let her noe tat actually dere is other ppl who can giv her care n concern oso not juz tat guy... coz he is lyk only rely on tat guy, whenever she is sad, it juz link to tat guy... dere is no way i can help her if she doesnt help herself in da first place, she juz dun wanna accept da reality.... throw those away.... now is wat she ownself really wans...? wat is her choice, she oso cant decide, wonder how to help her... so many of her frn is wantin to c her happy agn... but she juz cant c da logic.... i tink i needa do da replcement man... mayb i juz sacrifice ba, although she treat me as replacement den let it b ba, at least she is happy...n mayb after awhile if she is stable den i shall let go ba.... but can i...? really no idea....
the story ends like this;
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