(Wednesday, October 31, 2007-)
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aww.. todae's work is tirin, play games later n later isnt gd.. early in da mornin, was so gd, went to refill my bottle n at da same tym tat chio bu oso.. n she let me go first, lol..so ungentleman rite, but in their mind its becoz i m small so should let me go first... wonder i when i in dere its lyk i m da youngest n everyone treatin me lyk a kid.. n den bad things come after tat, irin told me tat manager keep naggin her say i keep surfin net everydae..LOL.. damn restricted liao le.. although not by da computer itself but its by da pressure, dun wan giv my supervisor so much trouble, later da manager keepp nag nag... sian, den lyk tat really dunno how to pass my tym le lei..mayb downgradin bck to e-messenger liao as it will not pop up conversation box in da window desktop which is much safer..=/ sian n i m solvin something tat i hav no idea on wan...damn, gonna solve it tml... n tml is da last dae of da month le.., fast fast...
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(Monday, October 29, 2007-)
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poof... n its end of sundae le..well well well, wat a weekend.. lets c.. hmm ooh, on thurdae heard tat my supervisor n my colleague dey all had a gatherin orderin stuff to eat durin lunch tym..i was kinda wonderin m i gonna eat by myself on fri.. den on fri, my supervisor had ask me along wif her..whee~ she neva ps me..gd gd.. haha, i was so worried kena ps.. yeah..!! join them fer lunch, dey order KFC..lol.. den got to sit wif da baxter chio bu..haha dunno her name izzit got eileen... i tink she is baxter's one of da nicest lookin office workin girl le.. felt lyk i m inside their family liao le.. hmm at tis stage of tym, kinda noe da politics inside da company le, n its kinda scary tat dey can do it to tis extend... hmm nvm dun care much... den after work on fri go gym le den meet tommy n bobo at amk.. da best sight-seein... den sat comes n bobo n xiong hung came fer mahjong as well as tc.. tis is tc organize wan... kena drag up on bed so early... den after mj go taste of thailand eat..den after tat head to bobo hse to sit sit...den after tat still wanna play mj... den xiong hung ex ex ah... came n paul came down oso... so i play wif them... kena tok till cui cui man...lol... damn sian..dun hav form totally, den da hee hee ghost (liting) keep winnin, n den paul caught up oso.. i m alwazy shoot bomb..dey lyk to do da one color wan man, anyhwo anyhow oso can one color...wonder izzit luck is on their side... dangerous.. wanna get bck on them when i m better...haha... den ton at bobo hse...sun woke up after tat bobo invite xiong hung n paul down agn fer mj...tis tym bobo go down play, n my form still down, as well as bobo's... totally dunno wat happen...den after tat bobo's father came down to play den i replace bobo den he neva come in play liao, but da form was quite gd.. mayb suay + suay = heng...lol.. n now i m finally bck... tml workin le... 
here is my department foto... startin frm left, tis uncle silence silence de, neva really tok to him tat much... de follow by lay mui, da manager of da dedpartment.. den bside is may, system analysis, den is my supervisor lyk my jie jie lyk tat..haha she treat my lyk her didi... she kinda childish wan, c she hold da melody oso noe le.. den after tat is web programmer conrade, urm he is kinda blacklisted in da department ba.. =X dun say much... den beside me is desmond system n netwrokin grp de.. he look lyk one of da stars dunno wat jun wan in da show da celestial wan.. den beside him is his boss, soon huat, entertainer plus super shooter i tink but its true ba..
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(Sunday, October 21, 2007-)
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well, i m here bloggin becoz i didnt went fer da gatherin.. its a special dae everybody gets together, n its da tym u seldom c so many ppl get together n go out at nite..hmm.. it all started on fri after work, went to sch to meet ceed dey all.. goin to celebrate yh's bdae, so meet fer dinner at bugis.. urm ate V8 cafe de food.. den after tat went to da arcade, dey all wanna play.. slacked dere, till 11++ goin 12 den no train to go home le, went to drk hse to stay over coz dun feel lyk wastin money to cab home.. hmm, anyway, thanks to drk fer tis lodgin, everytym go his hse is muz learn tis n tat.. lyk trouble ppl.. not vry gd... den woke up sat in da mornin.. hav to went fer a hair cut becoz my hair is bloatin up le n somemore i book appointment le, all plans doesnt turn out man.. so i didnt went home instead i go str8 to cut hair..cut le den drk come meet me den we meet tommy n bobo den went to mark de steamboat n da usual marina south tat steamboat...haiz, kinda guilty after all, didnt went to ved's n ter's bbdae n at da last min as well as i giv up on weide's invitation to legend to drink oso.. feel lyk wastin money to cab dere den cab home n anyway i dun even noe da place address... haiz but money to friendship, lyk not vry gd... but i really cant make it man... tink got tym find him out den treat eat le ba.. mark's steamboat invitation todae is lyk alot ppl, abt 3 tables full of ppl lyk tat... yea, eat le den arcade den after tat dey plannin fer nite gatherin wif cars fetchin out to mount faber.. ya at tis tym i tink dey hav met up aredy ba.. i tink its tym fer me to get a license le.. i saw da importance of license.. no ppl hav a license livin on da west side wan so if i hav one i can fetch ppl livin on da west home... so it makes convenient..hmm mayb its gd ba, can rest, i haven been home since fri le... hmm tats all aredy ba...
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(Wednesday, October 17, 2007-)
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hmm... juz woke upp frm my niec nap... urm i guess i hav somethings to start to do le.. anyway, todae is baxter's employee week, all r allow to wear smart casual.. n dere is games everydae n free gift...haha.. on mondae my LO came to visit me n supervisor, assess me ask wheth m i ok a not, it seems tat i m still ok dere.. n mrs Ngiam tok to my supervisor abt how to grade me n so... urm den mondae afternoon is basketball free shoot style compeitition n da prize....... a Baxter umbrella...LOL... dere is a shooter in Baxter man, tat dae i went out to watch but i didnt play, pai seh...haha... den todae mornin got 2ns session of basketball oso... neva really went to c coz it was super early in da mornin... only saw da vid recorded by desmond...haha n guess wat, todae's drinks of da vendin machine is free man...haha specially fer tis few daes, n its lyk u can press so many tyms...lol it started early in da mornin at 9am durin my tea break tym, n da response is vry gd...haha... den after tat got dell roadshow oso... sellin coporate sets which cost kinda cheap..?? dey say wan..haha.. but dell no gd... wonder how is i t now... den got tis 27 inch monitor, wah damn attractive but quite ex oso i tink, its 1699 aredy lessen alot le he say... well, tis guy is call jeremy quite a frndly sales guy den he keep wanna psycho me buy...lol... hmm n todae's afternoon game is sudoku.. haha i did went up n play tis tym, but i went up half an hour later... saw everybody workin hrd on da puzzle man,..haha sudoku response is much better than basketball..i manage to finish 2 puzzle left da hrd wan i no tym to do...haha.. haiz..n tats fer da 2 daes ba.. haiz.. i m slowly losing my interest.. i get no responsive response.. i dunno how to continue, does it seems rite, or m i tinkin too much n doin wat i should do to make more me being noticed... u cant read the mind, not enuff things fer me to analyze... god oh god, teach me how to use tis general but complicated 4 letter word, LOVE....
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(Friday, October 12, 2007-)
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yea, tml is an off dae fer me... n second week is over juz lyk tat.. n finally i heard i get abit stuff to do, n its related to databases.. n damn, its usin wat ODBC n MS access n some old sch stuff...zzz dun even noe how to configure da thing... look lyk a noob man... hope i slowly pick it up ba... n tis week, aredy met 2 big shot ppl, one is my supervisor's head's boss which is da head of IS department.. quite an outgoin old guy... treat me n my colleague eat oso.. den another wan is da head of da Baxter company in sg... lol... lucky neva anyhow tok rot... n todae, haha when i was alone in da office while others havin meetin, dere is ppl frm other department da finance wan, which is directly in front of da IS office invite me to go lunch wif them, dey oso internship student frm np.. haha abit pai seh n cannot pangseh my office ppl, tell them nxt tym i join them...dunno got chance a not..haha... feels gd when ppl invite to join fer lunch... ^^ sorry kelvin i didnt mean to say to make u sad..haha...
My heart... is still locked in your memories.
My body... I search for one for I have none.
Today I will once again see someone somewhere shed tears,
And again it's my destiny to return nothing but a cold smile
As I hold on to this fate that cannot be abandoned,
I am standing here right now.
Like an eternally-blooming flower's beauty,
The persistent feelings continued to blossom in my heart.
The clouds are torn into pieces in the guilty sky,
I embraced tightly the neverending remorse.
Every "pain" has a "beginning" somewhere,
And an "ending" that surely awaits.
The warmth I felt in you on that day too,
It faded away quietly till my hands felt empty.
Only the sounds of lost hope seem to increase,
I threw away everything to be here now.
Like an eternally-blooming flower's beauty,
The persistent feelings continued to blossom in my heart.
The dying love, the cruel dream,
I embraced tightly the neverending remorse.
This world,
It needs a solitude
Called "truth".
Your shadow,
Your dreams,
I was chasing after them...
As I hold on to this fate that cannot be abandoned,
I am standing here right now.
Like an eternally-blooming flower's beauty,
The persistent feelings continued to blossom in my heart.
The clouds are torn into pieces in the guilty sky,
I embraced tightly the neverending remorse.
Wish for the future...
And continue dancing... For ever...
My heart... is still locked in your memories.
My body... I search for one for I have none.
Today I will once again see someone somewhere shed tears,
And again it's my destiny to return nothing but a cold smile
As I hold on to this fate that cannot be abandoned,
I am standing here right now.
Like an eternally-blooming flower's beauty,
The persistent feelings continued to blossom in my heart.
The clouds are torn into pieces in the guilty sky,
I embraced tightly the neverending remorse.
Every "pain" has a "beginning" somewhere,
And an "ending" that surely awaits.
The warmth I felt in you on that day too,
It faded away quietly till my hands felt empty.
Only the sounds of lost hope seem to increase,
I threw away everything to be here now.
Like an eternally-blooming flower's beauty,
The persistent feelings continued to blossom in my heart.
The dying love, the cruel dream,
I embraced tightly the neverending remorse.
This world,
It needs a solitude
Called "truth".
Your shadow,
Your dreams,
I was chasing after them...
As I hold on to this fate that cannot be abandoned,
I am standing here right now.
Like an eternally-blooming flower's beauty,
The persistent feelings continued to blossom in my heart.
The clouds are torn into pieces in the guilty sky,
I embraced tightly the neverending remorse.
Wish for the future...
And continue dancing... For ever...
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(Thursday, October 11, 2007-)
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&&my life gone low reachin da rock bottom n reverting in a small cycle.. every mornin wake up go work, surf net in company till 4.30 come home, slp, wake up dota... n at nite that few hours of dota is only my njoyment throughout da wholedae... was so bored is da company, how can anyone possibly b sittin dere surfin net... is dere so many things to surf..? if it can play games n download, i tink dere is much more things to do... n tml is da last dae, fri is an holidae... whee~... n i hope da third week dere is at least somethings fer me to do... if not i really dunno wat m i dere fer.. its so no life man, everydae undergoin da same routine, even my toilet brk time is oso scheduled... mayb not too much work or nuthin to do.. juz da balance will do... enuff fer me to pass my tym... or if a salary is lyk 10k a month w/o doin anything, i oso dun mind...juz lookin forward to da end of month only...lol...
anyway, past few daes i hav finish watchin tis vry nie anime call claymore.. i was so bored in da company den i juz watch it n get hooked on... but i finish so fsat... quite a nice anime tat anticipate me after death note... tis is da second anime tat is up to death note standard... hmm anyway, my blog music was changed to da claymore endin theme oso...feel quite nice... dunno y oso...
anyway, past few daes i hav finish watchin tis vry nie anime call claymore.. i was so bored in da company den i juz watch it n get hooked on... but i finish so fsat... quite a nice anime tat anticipate me after death note... tis is da second anime tat is up to death note standard... hmm anyway, my blog music was changed to da claymore endin theme oso...feel quite nice... dunno y oso...
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(Sunday, October 07, 2007-)
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Yawns~ shag shag... juz came home.. ytd was out to dinner wif tc, tommy, lenette, n after tat weide came join me.. actually was suppose to watch movie wan den all cannot decide den some chu pattern ultimate move, lol..i dun say who lah hor, ownself noe ok le...lol.. ate mahattan fish market, not bad..its lyk fish&co pattern wan, but i tink it is better than fish&co.. but food is oily man, eat too much will feel yucky n full liao... den after tat as usual at our age after dinner normally dunno wat to do wan, wan kbox but i pork gai , if i not pork gai, i can spare some money to waste nvm... den went to x-zone loh, hmm feel lyk kids rite still play arcade..?? hmm dunno leh, sometym llong long play a tym to pass tym tink should b ok ba... den after tat chat chat awhile outside PS den all went home le.. i went to weide hse as we hav much more impt things to discuss... well, kinda start our fav pass tym, tat is drinkin...lol.. long tym neva sit down n drink tgt liao, nearly die ytd..lol... den after tat weihong n his frn came n kinda chat fer sometym, by da tym weide was drunk aredy, den had to let him gain conscious until 6 den went up to his place n slp...lol... n so sun was slept through half dae le, den wasted liao loh... haha..tats all ba..
The Legend of 3 Great Chivas...
The Great Chivas Tower..
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(Friday, October 05, 2007-)
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dae4.. nuthin changed... n i handle my slackin tym abit better then b4..LOL.. slack fer lunch, lyk few hours... no one cares oso..haha coz i still dun hav my things to do, so its alrite... its not lyk i got things den i dun do... waited fer shao xiang to finish his lunch ALONE, coz his supervisor neva ask him go eat...den his colleague all those slackers go i da mornin to lunch until so late den come bck den after tat he go down to lunch himself...everydae lyk tat..haha... den went to his place de department look look awhile but dun dare go up... haha.. everydae still lookin at da database system, da MS access of da system irin gav to me de... hmm tink lyk tat c c oso wont help much, must do le den noe wher to ask wat to noe.. but at least noe alittle bit frm look look c c ba..den wonder when i started watchin claymore, super nice anime juz kinda love it le man..haha my past tym hobby in office now, tink most of my colleagues noe i watch anime le... wonder will dey tink i m dere to waste resource only a not...lol... kkz, supper-in rite now, after another anime den i head fer bed le..woohoo~ tml fri, dress down dae fer all office company, but no diff to me....
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(Wednesday, October 03, 2007-)
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its da second dae of ITP, n its still da same, NUTHING TO DO...!!! while tommy is complainin ALOT OF THINGS TO DO....lol human r tis cheap wan..haha... but really sian, i dunno how to pass my tym man...scare tml is da same, omg.. met my supervisor de manager todae, quite a nice person oso i guess... haha.. hmm.. lets pray tml is better ba.. todae frm not so tired went dere sit until become tired, came home after dinner lie down auto doze off till 11 den wake up man... hmm i go watch some anime n head to bed later le...
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(Tuesday, October 02, 2007-)
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i m bloggin todae lyk nost of da ppl in SP, INTERNSHIP PROGRAM.... todae is my first dae in BAXTOR... got some brifin, orientation den after tat met my supervisor which is da carefree, happy-go-lucky, alwaz smile smile luff luff de lady call IRIN... i tink i got mention when i went fer da interview.. saw my office desk...haha, its near da door... urm, nuthin much to do fer da first dae, rottin to death becoz...shao xiang is workin in da micro department which is so call da labortory n i m in da office of information system... ppl inside r quite frndly, went to lunch wif all da colleagues n its nice tat IRIN invited me to join them...phew~ scare i gonna dine alone..haha.. well, i guess when u r new in tis kinda big business company, dey r matured enuff not to let someone b alone wan ba... food in da canteen was alrite alrite n its super cheap lyk those primary sch pattern...LOL... but not vry long break..hmm i guess i gonna slp le, tml is another dae..haha so fast its second dae of work le... tata~..
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(Monday, October 01, 2007-)
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hmm.. last dae of holidae le... went out to hav dinner wif tommy n bobo at billy bombers @ The Cathay.. order da set meal which is kinda cheap..haha.. urm, actually wanna watch movie but no show to watch plus tymin not vry gd as tml its da first dae of ITP... wonder how will it b lyk tml, its kinda excited n abit scare oso... hope everything will go smoothly tml.. n everybody is lyk slpin so damn early liao le, merely find only a few ppl online rite now..haha.. lucks lcks to me ba...
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