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(Friday, January 11, 2008-)
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alright let's make tis entries abit different todae.. tis is dedicated to a troubled girl, a girl who lost her mood at times unconsciously without knowing how to overcome it. Call me psychiatrist dd or wat, i just know it all.. after diagnosting tis troubled n moody girl, i came to realize that she may be sensitive to the so called laziest animal yet ppl like to make fun of, pig or "zhu".. it kinda reminds da past when tat word is use on tat somebody.. n the number on the date, it tends to repeat bck to that situation when it reach the date of that particular number.. unconciously, she is contained in her own world bck to the time..
Let me tell u tis, gettin into a relationship is not hrd( but somehow sometime it is hrd, ignore tis, i m juz mumbling ), the hrdest part is maintainin the relationship.. its a test of time, its not a one party thing, it consist of both.. when the graph of loves starts to hit down slop or rocky, here comes the test.. a test of trust, understanding n maybe more. its like a burning stick or match stick, its easy to strike n lite it to get fire but keep the fire alway burning is a difficult task n not juz for that particular time, but constantly, providing enough oxygen.. keepin that blazing fire that once started burning furiously.. I was once in that kind of situation which relationship juz falls to blend, colourless, dull, boring.. I felt kinda sad that it ended, but at the same time i wondered why, why does it came to this path and i get tat answer as i think it through, n i understand, so i try not to let it happen again, i knew i did my part in the relationship, but i didnt do my part on maintainin it..
Humans do change sometime, some change for a better some get worsen.. i have changed, i have changed to learn how to handle relationship well.. mayb i do change on da opposite its juz tat i didnt noe..when u r happy or u r sad, u still have to live to pass a dae, y not live n pass the dae happily instead of wandering ur thots all over.. since its all over already, let it become sweet memories n not bring u down.. every relationship is like an experience, a learning journey, n make sure on the nxt the mistake that happen previously wont happen.. but like i say its between both parties, if its juz urself, it wont worked out as well, the other party should do like wise.. get over it, n live freely, dere is frns, n other ppl tat care abt u.. n...are u really ready fer da nxt relationship if u really really gotten everything over? or juz findin a substitute to replace the care n the love that u have missed out.. its kinda important to tink abt it, its to b fair for the nxt other party.. aimed well ur cupid arrow, n den give it the best shot if u really think he is the one n understand well enuff as not to make a wrong choice, a mistake again which u gonna overcome agn..
alrite i m done, i guess it took me abt an hour to tink n type in wan...haha... hope it do hits in ur head n give it a thot..hopes it enlightened tis troubled girl..=)
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