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(Saturday, June 28, 2008-)
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oh man, i m now in my 1 serangoon north, singtel building, meeting room padang.. WORKING!!
wat a nice sat, went fer a hairf cut juz now, got late due to a lunch n everything juz gone late.. late fer hair appointment, late fer party world..haha.. my hair is lyk 2 months neva cut aredy, its lyk i became a lion liao, den now is become a panda.. reach party world left lyk 1 hour only.. haha.. den came desmond, went fer dinner at cine, the billy bomber, another version wan.. den cf came along too fer dinner. its kinda bored in sg i guess, we merely have nuthin to do.. actually wanna go play pool wan but den cuppage billard room shut down aredy.. so dey decided to go fer second round k while me n tommy head bck to office.. oh man, lookin at mty things tat i hav to seolve really is a headache man, hope da system runs faster fer me to test.. zzz.. ton until tml 7am.. no OT pay somemore.. slpy~~~

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(Thursday, June 26, 2008-)
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oh man, was chasing this korean drama, tai wan shi shen ji, The Legend. guess its my first korean show tat i watch which is not so of a sad kinda drama. coz normally korean drama is those cry here n dere, tragic love life etc.. n da chinese song in my blog is from da show. lackin of slp every now n den, juz hav to tolerate until everything is over, n i will get bck my beauty slp...

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(Thursday, June 19, 2008-)
+11:31 PM]*

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well, nuthin much todae.

Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds you plant.
- Robert Louis Stevenson

100 words

Speedtest

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+12:35 AM]*

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another low productivity day.
met guang, alex, tc for dinner at causeway pt.
den watch The Incredible Hulk with tc.
was quite a nice action movie as expected from Marvel.
The big green things has got big muscles man.
bullets doesnt even peetrate into his skin.
haha powerful, animatio was great too.
super big size, with great strength.
i guess i will be like hulk as i m a kinda temperamental person.
haha, if only i really have gamma infection.
guess the show got mix in with iron man abit in da end.
ROAR! recomended to watch.. time to slp, nites..

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(Wednesday, June 18, 2008-)
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feel that i m gettin smaller in size, damn.
watch WWE wrestleman 24 in office todae.
batista, tripe H, john cena, damn dey r juz so thick..
hope i can hav their thickness man, i m jus too thin.. haiz..
gonna train up again man..

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(Monday, June 16, 2008-)
+10:38 PM]*

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after a long holiday, finally step back into the office.
lquite a few daes didnt really type on keyboard, stare at the monitor.
feels so great man, every mornin when i was in tioman, so carefree.
todae bck in office, da spirit juz tur low again.
somemore alot ppl didnt come todae.
dun really have da mood to work, after such a long holidae.
kinda tired todae oso, juz lyk not enuff slp man.
all da stress n work startin to build up again. haha.
anyway, now i underst y passion fer ur own work is still counted not as in not counted.
afterall u r workin on something everydae, n at least u lyk wat u do den u will cotinue to do.
if not wat u c everydae is juz pointless coz u dunno wat it means n so on.
juz lyk me, i dun take jsp n all those stuff n not so experience in tis kinda big web portal thing.
feel so tired when lookin at those things tat i do not noe, askin stupid question around.
dunno how to ouse da correct ofrm of word dey use everydae.
passio oh passion.. is still something important.
hope tat i still can cling onto my millionaire dream..

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+12:09 AM]*

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todae invitation by da gurls surprisingly to party world fer yh's last dae celebration.
kinda long tym didnt sing.
damn face was infected wif pimples all over my face.
before i went over to tioman, it was still alrite, mayb at the verge still under control.
but after tha trip n come bck, my whole face is just swarmin wif pimples man.
c aredy oso irritated, so not handsome liao plus so many pimples equals ugly untidy guy.
saded.. in need of help..

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(Saturday, June 14, 2008-)
+12:03 PM]*

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finally the four days of enjoyment ended, has it really an enjoyment? or something else.. hmm..
four days without looking at the monitor, typing on the keyboards, holding the mouse, thinking of how to solve this thing and that thing work out, feels so great, totally stressless, just that another thing pop up..

monday was suppose to go for wedding dinner but due to lack of time and in need of time for packing etc, didnt attend it. met tommy and yh at amk and went to lj house overnight so that we can catch up with the next day's bus. i was kind of amazed by her house, it suddenly gave me a motivation to get back on my millionaire dream. its big and nice, just like jessie ah yi's house. damn its so great. met a whole bunch group of new people from astro as well as those so call seniors i guess. the trip was a fast one compare to redang but the boat trip took abit longer, lucky that day the current is not so strong. guess almost all the days we did went into the sea. trekking was unable to carry out. last second day was thinking that past two days was using leg to swim, so kayak use hand shouldnt be a problem, but in the end the kayak have too much water in it, and i need to return the kayak back to the person and damn i have to swim and drag the kayak back, swim until my leg like frog legs already. furthermore, when trying to flip over the kayak to empty the water on it on a small island not far away from the main island, dunno why got a patch of oil on my knee cap, its just so sticky and disgusting. now i understand why fishes that got the stain eventually get infected and die. i need to give it many scrubs and apply quite an amount of force to scrap it off man. and when was about to kayak back, suddenly the weather took a turn and the current suddenly grew greater, causing cm n lj's kayak to stuck on the sea without moving much as yh was dragging my kayak back, i tried to help push and drag cm's kayak together. it was then i realize the danger of huge wave when you are stuck on water but needed to remain calm and swim or paddle properly in case you get flipped over.

on the last second night, after a heavily "pschology-minded" game, went out with the astro guys to watch some stars. it was quite lucky for me to caught a meteor. its very fast, just a split second when u saw it, and it disappeared. its like a moving star and just another second its gone. and when i was walking back to my room when i went back to sleep, saw a fireball, which is a bigger version of meteor. its orange in color, and its travel period is longer than metor by a few seconds. it just shoots down from the sky, drawing a orange red path in the dark sky before disappearing off. great.

hmm, there is actually not much activity over there to do other than water sports, cant really play volleyball on the beach as the beach sand area is slanted and not enough space. there are not much corals there out in the beach of the paya resort compare to redand lagoona redang. all are just stones. less fishes there too. only when we snorkle at the marine park then we can really see much fishes and corals but still compare to redang's marine park, it also lose. will upload the photo when tommy develop all the photos out and send to me. hmm there was a time i was suppose to hold onto yh's google well but i didnt know i hold it wrongly and it justt sink down, quite deep down, tried to dive down and grab but it seems near but its far, almost lack the oxygen to swim up to. its just super deep man, super scary. then the person dive down with the flippers to help us take up the google. he was great, guess he is those kind of divers that is why he can do it so well.

well, just thoughts of mine as the same as everytime. i am treating you as a friend of mine, i understand, i tolerate, i give in as i know your emotion and your mind is down, but whats more can i do if u dont do your part. i tried to entertain, everybody is giving in because of you, whats more do you demand for? its not like the world owe you everything, and i hope that you dont let your emotion take over your mind and spoil the friendship among us. is it really worth it? you have been reproaching yourself too much, you are trying to destroy and make yourself like a pieace of junk. come on man, wake up your idea. sometimes it felt kinda scary talking to you when you became in this kind of state. i just hope you realize every friend of yours are helping you, not just me. and dont let them down. pull yourself back together. reflect on yourself, think what you should have done instead of brooding over a small thing neglecting the big picture. this is all that i can say, the enlightenment part will be up to you whether you chose to change for a better or remain the same.

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(Saturday, June 07, 2008-)
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so tired so tired.. ytd work until midnite den took a merc cab home..
nxt dae mornin so early woke up..
tml is weekend n i needa return to office fer both weekends..
yawns..

~~ Singapore flyer oh singapore flyer.. looks lyk i m not da only one tinkin of tat..
well..hmm~~

pouts..

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(Tuesday, June 03, 2008-)
+11:08 PM]*

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i wonder through this few working years, is tis my lowest mood of tym in workin n highest stress level...?? find tat da graph of mood is so low, even when i was slpin, durin da nite ytd around 5am+ i dreamt frm horror to work.. isnt it scary, juz juz pop n optus webby is wat i c.. damn..

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(Sunday, June 01, 2008-)
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alrite todae spent most of my dae wif ah ma..
go to kallang baharu to retun da robe.
follw ah ma up to c ah ma's sis, kinda long neva visit her.
heard she has got a stroke n recover bck liao.
zhu yi was up dere cookin too.
miss zhu yi's cookin..
ah ma's sis still can recognise me after lyk a few years neva visit her liao.not bad.
her face kinda change abit, mayb is tat she didnt wear her spects.
kinda in gd health but tokin now is abit slow slow kind liao.
she still remember young when ah ma alwaz bring me to her hse to play mahjong while i ownself along guai guai play my toys so not so bad yet.
den zhu yi suggest to play MJ, omg.. playin wif all da pros.. haha can u imagaine.
although ah ma's sis is kinda slow, but still can tink quite well, haha not bad, skills haven deprove.
in da end i lost, obviously i lost rite.. haha..
n damn thing, my air passage way, is gettin smaller than usual.. asthma..
its kinda irritatin i cant breathe as much amount of air i breathe normally.
weezin is so bad, hope to get well soon...

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