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(Wednesday, February 24, 2010-)
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the day before yesterday, went back to find my hairstylist, esther again for some hair therapy plus some chit-chat session. man, she is so going to leave the salon soon, it just feels kinda sad. i think i can only have another session with her before she goes back to her homeland to take a break from work. i guess i really treat her like my second mum, kinda take care of me not just my hair but my health too hearing that i was sick. Maybe it just seems normal for other ppl but i just kinda feel i have a strong attraction to her care and concern.

Anyways, down i am like half-fcuked sick which started from a sore throat and as usual escalated and complicated by flu comin in and phlegms building up. hope my immune system can fight it off w/o me visiting the doc the second time.

Sometime I am thinking, talking can really be a skill that is quite poisonous to the heart, soul and the brain. words can really play a part in distrupting the normal functionality. I know of someone who is good at talking and every sentence every single words contain spikes and hidden meanings. Is good at counter-talking back and leave no chance for one to step down the stage through back stairs. Laugh in quite an evil way even just in a small game. Must that really talk in the manner? cannot do some good deed by saving the breath? i guess not believing in karma is the thinking that make it continuously using that sharp tongue. Well, it will hit, someday, its just a matter of time, and waiting to se that happen.

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(Wednesday, February 17, 2010-)
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Atthe blink of an eye, CNY year already went pass for 3 days.

eve: stayed at home to do some last min cleaning before heading out to have a reunion dinner with parents + some good buddies. At night shou deng till 4am 5. super tired.

CNT day 1: went visiting for the entire day, but discover something about one of my relatives my yi zhang, actually from last year, exactly near CNY something happen to him, till that CNY day 1 i saw him, he looks abit weird and slow and there are cut lining on his head. when ask by my mum, my ah yi didnt wanna say anything. until my mum cfm there is something wrong with him. my yi zhang actually is quite a legend in the manufacturing world, and when his unreasonable disappearance since last year for like a few months, people of the manufacturing world were asking about his location. Indeed a legend whom people will notice his presence. After much prompting my ah yi finally told us, i sat quietly at a corner of the table to understand the whole situation. His head actually grows a lump, and it causes him to undergo confusion. heard the description of how my ah yi take care of him when his mind start to go abnormal, it just really bring my tears gushing out. my yi zhang when he used to talk to me in a kind of loud and arrogant full of energy to conquer the world but is now so different. he actually undergoes alot of operation, and i heard my ah yi while saying, strating weeping. oh man, once again, i got hit right in the heart, i turned my head away, dont wanna really look at my ah yi if not i will end up like her. holding back my tears i contune to listen to her stories, everytime when my ah yi told him what his operation is about he didnt even say a word but just nod his head being ready. and when everytime my yi zhang was pushed into the operation room, my ah yi str8 away squat down and......... But the saddest thing is, one of his son the younger one, is overseas working and actually have intention to explore out of sg and has been out of sg for years. and the eldest son, whom i heard everytime gave yi zhang lots of trouble by leaving all the bad debts for him to settle and he just left qiping his ass clean. I can say much as this is their family matter but i just wichi to comment on them, it really is unfillial. parents bring them up in a good environment and in the end they just abandon them leavin gthem both caring for each other. what i eard the lump in my yi zhang's head is cause by thinking too much?? cause my the eldest son. cant believe my cousin actually does this. i wonder is it really spolt from young that is why the attitude turns out to be in this way. somehow poor people like me will tend to cherish everything but cannot enjoy life. haiz, anyway, the story is way to long, i just hope that yi zhang gets healthy as time goes by and hope my cousins think it through their head. Sometime i would really like to do abit of something for them like asking out for lunch, as they doted me when i was young and i will never forget this important thing.

CNY day 2: wearing green wasting time.

CNY day 3: super busy day after dismounting, whole day out.

anyway, luck was really just normal, actually went to the headquarter, more and more of my friends bringing a partner. This really makes me to start thinking but definitely tiger year love luck does not sound as good but will try my best i guess.

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(Tuesday, February 09, 2010-)
+7:40 PM]*

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Gloomy bear picture just describes how i am feeling when again somebody say about my hair.

well, these few days sure is quite a few interesting things happen.
firstly, talking about my second hair stylist who is a female that i found recently that
she can cut my hair quite well to my expectation. Somemore the place she working is so near my house, its just inside yew tee point, the Zenn salon. Remember the first time i went in and she helped me cut my hair, and i was very satisfy. For the pass few times, i didnt really book appointment with Sani, my first hair stylist, to cut my hair as his schedule sometimes quite pack and it takes time for me to travel to find him for a hair cut. So for the pass few times, i have been looking for esther, my second hair stylist's name, to cut my hair. she did a great job and give another new short hair style for me but however, it just merely pass the standards of my working place or perhaps fail. but i kind like the style that she gave me. Superior's has been commenting on my hair, some specs are also doing it. get really fed up some time. The standards to short are there just that the back upper part is abit longer but below still having the slope and sides are still short. Anyways back to the main thing is that, last few session esther told me that she will be going back to msia to prepare for her birth of another child. At that moment i kind of felt i have a emotional connection with her. And she also told me that most prolly she will not be coming back to work although the company did ask her to come back. oh man, my heart kinda dropped. I think through a few sessions when she cut my hair while talking to her makes me have a kind of motherly feeling. I wonder she treats all her customer that way but definitely for sure i know to me she is not a just a hair stylist and customer, is those kind of friendly relationship. I just found a good hair stylist and not loong she is gonna leave. I have thought of buying some gift for that baby as a appreciation for her mummy's good servicing of my hair. I really feel like doing it bt wonder will it be abit over the limit. haha. haiz~~

last weekend while i was out in town with chau chua, ceed and bobo was walking down the town looking for things to shop but to no avail, guess i have given up hope on CNY clothes liao. Anyways, something interesting happen in cine's toilet. While all of us walking into the toilet and i am the second person walking behind chau chau and the rest is behind me, saw this girl who just walked out from the female toilet looking stunned, is walking in the direction of the male toilet, it was like a T-junction where the male and female toilets facing each other and the exit is to their side. i stood awhile at the exit door looking at the girl thinking what is she going to do in the male toilet and suddenly she turn as if she really forgets the way out and instead head towards the male toilet. she seems to be quite embrassed as i was looking at her and kinda smile it off at her. And she faster change her direction and walk with her head down feeling shy, and as i was about to enter the gents i take a last look at her again and before she go off, she turn back at look at me. i gave her a teasing smile and i walked into the gents. haha, she was not bad looking, blur and cute. haha the way her face expressed the embrassement is cute. ahh~~ what a situation.

CNY is coming soon but i will be spending day2 in that freaking place.

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(Thursday, February 04, 2010-)
+11:28 AM]*

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How short is short, how long is long??
I always keep whining abt this, as this really concerns me alot.
freak.Hell.
Do i really do not know how to gauge it, or is their standard to high??
Everytime it revolves around hair issue.
Damn.
I have been spending money on cutting hair due to a short period of growth
and they consider it as "LONG". OMG!!
really driving me crazy soon, thats one thing i so hate abt that place which makes me
even more not wanting to distrupt and just use the leave so that i serve finish the whole term
and FUCK IT! off i go out that sucky place.
Is there no leeway to leave abit of hair for some good-looking purpose??
damn again.
They fucking think i very rich, every 2 weeks go cut hair.
fucking fed up........

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